My Dead Past (Completed)

Chapter 22

What?......

I can see that Yoongi saw that my blank face so he gave his further explanation."After the whole accident, we all went to the hotel since all of us were worried about you." He whispered the last word. His eyes stare into mine, deeply. But also with a heavy look which I assume that he is sleepy.

They all worried..? 

I honestly never think of that until now......

I was so into my thought that I don't even realize that Yoongi eyes lid already dropped. My face softens at this sights. My hands move by themselves and take my camera and capture this guy who I ever fall in love with. 

And now he made me fall in love with him all over again. 

Damn you, heart. You just making another scar.

I just chuckled at my heart and my thought. So basically, 75% of the photos inside this camera are all Yoongi. I secretly took photos of him when he was busy looking at the buildings and the citizens. I looked back at my camera and saw the sign that making me not wanting to change the camera, making me took care of it and treasure it.

I rubbed my thumb against those six words that been written in white marker above my camera,

Happy birthday, Love

I love you, always

I smiled softly at that those, reminiscing me with memories of this camera. He actually gave his favorite and only one camera to me as my birthday gift. I wanted to reject it but he insisted, saying that this camera will be reasons I will go everywhere with him to capture memories together. Since I've his camera.

It makes me sad that he didn't keep of what he said.

But anyways, I place back my camera and went to sleep.

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Yoongi P.O.V

I woke up with an angel sleeping between my arms in the middle of the night. I smiled softly and my hand is rubbing Jaehee cheeks slowly...

"I miss us" I whispered.

I never really want to left her but if I don't she will get hurt. Thank god now I'm old enough to protect her.

I can't before since I was just a nobody and hopeless back then so the only way to protect her is to hurt her. Which my biggest mistake and I regret every second I think of it.

I admiring her features especially her lips. From her cheeks, my hand change to brushed over her lips. Those lips that I madly missing to kiss those. Without my concern, my body moves by their own to kiss the lips.

My heartbeat starts to beat rapidly. After I pulled out, I finally feel alive again. I kissed her forehead slowly before slipping out of her grips as quiet as possible.

Taking my laptop out to write some lyrics as well some research for something to do with tomorrow night, ended up spending the whole night again and slept on the couch.

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I woke again because of the sunlight that hits my eyes. I looked down to see that my body is been covered with a blanket and that my laptop has been placed at the coffee table. I looked around and saw that Jaehee is at the balcony, taking pictures of birds I guessed.

Jaehee turns around to see that I woke up already. A frown was plastered on her face as she walks towards me. As she arrives at my place, she didn't say anything but instead, she handed me a bottle of water.

I looked at her with a confused face. She decided to speak to answer my confusion." Drink it up." I just did what I've been told 

Silence fills the atmosphere until that Jaehee decided to break it."I told you to not to stayed all night. It's not good for your health. You could get a stroke or heart attack or something. I heard that It also can lead to depression."

"Its okay, I'm fine." I said to ensure her down but it doesn't work." No, it's not, You have to take this seriously Yoongi. We are talking about your health."

" Oh my fucking lord. Can we just talk about this later?! It was like the first thing in the morning I heard is you nagging about my sleep. I'm a grown man and you're not my fucking mother. I can fucking take care of myself." I suddenly snapped at her. Which take both of us to surprise. I didn't mean to snap at her like that it just makes me go furious that early in the morning I already hear people nagging.

Jaehee stands up, looking unhappy at all. She nodding while whispering an okay. It looks like she's holding her tears.

She went to take her bag and camera before heading to the door before says, "I just wanna let you know that it's not morning. It's fucking afternoon....." 

And the next thing is the sound of the door been slam could be heard

To be continued.....