Love O2O (Onscreen 2 Offscreen)

Chapter 15

Have you ever felt your world spinning wildly, spiralling out of control?

The bitter taste of the morning after.

"Ugh, my head."

Standing in front of the mirror, I cringe.

"You look awfully lovely today." I laugh at my tear-scricken, red-eyed face.

I make my way to the bathroom and stare hard at my reflection.

Hmmm... something's not right.

I look closely at my clothes.

"This isn't what I was wearing last night..."

Suddenly, last night's events come rushing back to me...

"You're still here."

"Where else should I be?"

"My boyfriend will kill you if he sees you."

"I don't think he will."

"Oh, you don't know him."

"I really think he won't."

I slap myself hard. Did Yang Yang really come last night?

"Tianyu, did you bring me home?" I ask over the phone.

"Your boyfriend did."

I feel my knees turn into jelly.

"Oh my god, I hope I didn't say anything humilia- "

Gulp. I did.

"Do you know that I wanted to quit acting a long time ago? I was starting to get tired of this celebrity life. I feel that it's not for me."

"From my time with Zhang Han, I changed myself so that people will accept me. So that Hans will be proud of me."

"Then I met Yang Yang. You know that actor?"

"He's my boyfriend."

"But you can't tell anybody. It's top secret or else..."

"I might lose him too."

"Why would you lose him?"

"His fans hate me. They even called me python."

"So? He loves you."

"But I love him."

"That's the problem."

"Why?"

"I love him too much that I'd rather let him go than see him lose everything because of me."

"I love him too much that I endured all those harsh words his fans threw at me."