THE NEXT DAY
Sid: You sure you wanna do this
Vanessa: I'm sure
Sid: You positive?
Vanessa: I'm positive
Sid: Alrightttt
Vanessa: Yeah
Sid: Call me when you need me *drive away*
I walk towards the front of my house and my mom opens the door with her bag and everything
Vanessa: Hey mom *hugs her*
Mom: Hey you caught me right in time I was heading to hospital. *signs* Baby.. I got bad news. I have very bad news... Your brothers dead
Vanessa: I.. I have something to say
Mom: What is it
I told her everything and then her face just turned immediately.
Mom: YOU DEMON. HE TURNED YOU TO A DEMON.
Vanessa: He tried to kill me what was I supposed to do die?
Mom: LIES.. JAQUAN MAKING YOU LIE FOR HIM.
Vanessa: You know what.. Wow.. I see where your going. I'm the screw up in the family and everything I do is wrong. Right? So you believe in what you wanna believe in.
Mom: MAN GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY PRIORITY . HOPE YOU SLEEP ON THE MOTHER FUCKING STREETS. YOU DIRTY PIG *cries and walks inside and slams the door*
My mom opens the door and throws my clothes outside.
Mom: I HAVE NO CHILDREN *slams the door*
All I could do was cry. I just wanted to kill myself. I have nobody but Sid. I called Sid and told him everything that happened and he helped me pick up my clothes In the yard and he made me stay with him.
Sid: I told you girl.. You at rock bottom
Vanessa: *signs*
Sid: You'll be happy sooner or later. Just pray on it.
Vanessa: Yeah yeah
Sid: See I use to hate when people were to just judge me cause I was gay. I use hate myself and cry when I come home from school. They use to crack on me. But I woke up one day and said fuck everybody I don't give a fuck. I LIKE DICK SO FUCKING WHAT. I march up to school and when them damn mofos were talking bout me I told I LIKE DICK BITCH PROBLEM? They ain't said shit to me till then nobody stunt me infront of my face. Them fuckas would mumble.
Vanessa: But see it's different *cries* My mom don't want me. I believe I do everything wrong. Cause nothing ever go right.
Sid: *holds me* It's okay. It's okay
Suddenly I throw up. I felt nauseous again.
Sid: Girl I know you ain't throw up on my damn floor.
He picks me and brings me to the bathroom to the toilet to hold my head as I throw up. I stop and got up
Sid: Is you okay
Vanessa: Yeah I'm fine
Sid: No hefer like is you okay, cause you just throw up on my floor like you crazy.
Vanessa:*crying*
Sid: Vanessa you know I hate seeing you crying. I do. Hold ya head up. *hugs*
Vanessa: I'm gunna go to sleep I mean that's the only way I can solve my problems.
Sid: Nessa you gunna go to school or nah?
Vanessa: NO!
Sid: Why not.. You know what don't answer that. You want breakfast or nah
Vanessa: Not now.
Sid: Okay whateva or nah
Vanessa: Mhm
Sid: Do you gotta problem or nah
Vanessa: Wassup withcha bruh
Sid: Lemme stop playing withcha.. But do you want to go visit Jaquan today
Vanessa: Yes I do. I miss him.
Sid: Look look look. That nigga everything you talk about.
Vanessa: And
Sid: I'll take you over there tomorrow cause my mom ain't coming till late.
Vanessa: Yeah I guess we can just watch a movie
Sid: What you wanna watch
Vanessa: Something scary
Sid: Like your face?
Vanessa: *folds arms* You ain't funny
Sid: *laugh* I kilt that one though
Vanessa: Just like yo booty hole is loose. Yo could be taking a shit and it could come outcha ass and you wouldn't know you'll probably think yo stomach hurt
Sid: Hoe please ain't never met a nigga that have a big dick to loosen my ass.
Vanessa: Yeah if you say
Sid: I do say so. Didn't I said so.
Vanessa: Yeah whatever. When you outta being suspended
Sid: I'm going back next week.
Vanessa: You crazy sucka beating up people kids to much.
Sid: He got me fucked up.
Vanessa: I ain't gunna ask what happened
Sid: Whatever *puts a movie in the DVD player*
Vanessa: Yass
