Left Alone

Chapter 40

I went back into my room as I laid on my cold, clammy bed.

Juliana was such a.... I don't know. I'm just not ready to like her.

Suddenly, I remember why I'm here. Lucas. I gotta go see him.

I've got so many stuff to do.

I leap off my bed, going in the same clothes, same everything. I don't care what people are gonna think. I love him. I've got to get to him.

I run downstairs. People point and laugh. I ignore them as I continue to the barn's stables.

There he is.

He looks at me.

"What do you want?" He asked.

"I'm sorry," I said. "Really."

"So?"

"Well, I'm sorry."

"Listen," He said, dropping the brush. "It's fine. But forget it. We're just friends. FRIENDS."

He looked at me straight into my eyes. He stood up from his red sitting stool, looking taller than ever.

"F..f...friends. Just friends."

I turned around and started to run. Not to the palace. Not to the village. I was running from fate. All the bad stuff that could and already happened. Hot tears tried to come out. I didn't let them, and I ignored Lucas' calls.

People say that you can't run from your fears or worries. But I did. Just now. I was free. I ran around the fields. It started to rain. My hair turned damp.

I would enjoy this day. Maybe it was my last. I had given up everything. Then my loved one broke my heart. Why is it that we live? Why do we stay alive on earth, breathing, doing everything everyday?

I sat down in the wet green grass. I sat there. Now I realized, it was freezing. I felt dizzy, my throat closing, my hands numb. I fell and lay there. I laid there for the Lord to take me.

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A/N: Hi guys! Comment what you think will happen next! I've ran out of ideas, so I think this is almost over. 😭😭😭 But thanks for your support. I might start a new book. Idk yet. Anyway, see u in the next update. Bye!!!