Perfect (joshler)

Kitten

//T/W, Mentions of self harm/scars, Stay safe please//

---{•}---Josh's pov

To be honest, I hated the tension in the room and decided I would introduce myself " um my names Josh by the way" he smiled and softly said "I-I'm Tyler" cursing at himself for stuttering and letting out a small blush. I thought it was cute and invited him downstairs for food, he said yes and made his way down the stairs nearly falling, "TYLER!!!" I caught him by his shirt. And he blushes slightly and giggled, revealing his crooked bottom teeth, he's adorable. Not long after, My mom ran down the stairs at full speed "OH MY GOD WHAT HAPPENED" and sighed in relief as she noticed we both were shoveling pizza in our faces. "Sorry about that, just making sure your safe" she said out of breath we all laughed "it's a mom thing" she said sarcastically. My god she loves embarrassing me, But Tyler doesn't seem uncomfortable around her, In fact he seems to be enjoying her awful jokes, and that's all that matters.

---{•}---Tyler's pov

"It's fine Miss.Dun" I said a bit too loud "thanks sweetheart, but you can call me momma dun" she said an a calm voice, aka the complete opposite of mine. I thanked her and she was on her way. In the meantime, I wanted to get to know josh.

---{•}---Tyler's pov (Time skip)

"Josh, why are you so nice to me?" I said in a gentle tone hoping to get an answer. He blushed a deep shade of red and it was a bit worrying. "I-I'm not sure, you seemed upset and I was worried I would scare you away" he said covering his face. I slowly walk toward him and pull his hands from his face, I startled him a bit and giggled when I saw him smile and try to apologize for blushing " jish it's okay, you don't have to be nervous" I smiled as I realized I was still holding his hands.

---{•}---Joshes pov

He smiled, he looked as delicate as a petal, my little flower. But his smile started to fade and turned to panic, He was hyperventilating and let go of my hands and started running to the door. I ran to him as he was about to run out and pulled him into my arms. "Shhh Tyler, what's wrong?" I said in a calming voice so I wouldn't scare him "M-my dad I-is gonna f-find me. T-the time" he said in a worried, breathless tone. " Shhh I promise I won't let that happen" I held him closer and rubbed gentle circles into his back not letting go of him. He must have been exhausted from today's events. Not long after, I walked him upstairs and sat him on my bed and went to grab a movie, It was about 10:23 So I was exhausted and so was he. When I came back into the room all I could hear was tylers little snores, Just like a small kittens, But he was shivering quite a bit and I noticed his sweater was moving up. I looked at him and nearly broke down as his sweater came up slightly, and he had many scars, Both old and new, Scattered along his hips and stomach. All I could think of is how someone so gentle and caring, Could be in so much pain. My beautiful, Sweet, Tyler, Was hurting himself and it tore me apart, I pulled his sweater back down and decided I would sleep in my bean bag chair. Not the most comfortable place, but as long as he was safe and comfortable, I didn't mind.
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A/n
I haven't had wifi for the past week or so, so my schedule is kinda fucked up for uploading. THANKS YOU FOR DEALING WITH MEEEE
Stay alive frens ||-//
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