Trigger warning:
Mentions of blood and attempt suicide.
I try to be gentle about it but this is an important chapter.
Sorry x
Like the last time, Jungkook had given a bunch of fresh flowers to the younger. Today's choice were petunias. Pretty and colourful.
It was a short visit today. Due to the rain, most of the cemetery flooded pretty quickly, and with yoongi wearing shoes that are more holes than cloth, a short visit would be best.
Yoongi places down the pretty flowers and whispered a soft prayer. He spoke to Namjoon for a moment, Jungkook choose not to listen in, knowing that this wasn't his business and that it was important that yoongi knew that.
As promised, Jungkook drove the younger back to his apartment complex, he waited in the car until he saw the younger walk up the rickety stairs.
Yoongi grabbed his key from his pocket, getting ready to unlock his door, but when he arrived his door was already open.
With caution, yoongi pushed lightly in the heavy door. Yoongi gave a small sigh of relief when he saw his landlord waiting inside.
"Mr Cho? Is everything alright?" Yoongi asked politely, he then stepped inside the apartment and saw the issue.
His window. Smashed right in. The entire room was flooded completely, a mix of water, glass and yoongis clothes lay messily on the floor.
"Oh yoongi, I tried calling you."
"My phone died.." yoongi barely whispered as he studied his destroyed home.
"Yes, well, as you can see there's been an accident. Somehow the window was smashed, presumably by that large rock" the landlord pointed to the large rock in the corner of the room. Yoongi took notice to the piece of paper attached to it.
"And now basically, the heath inspector said you can't live here anymore."
"Wait- what?! What do you mean?" Yoongi tried to keep his vice calm, but the panic was evident.
"You can't stay here boy, it's not safe. It'll take about a month or two before this place is fixed, and even then I don't have the money, so it'll probably be 3 or 4 months before the repairs even start." The landlord placed a firm hand on the boys shoulder, "I'm sorry Yoongi, I'll give you till morning to clean out your belongings, then the apartment will be closed off"
The landlord then left, leaving a panicking boy alone on the destroyed room.
Yoongi stood frozen.
No... no... it can't- it can't be true. I'm homeless again. Not again! I can't go back!
Yoongi held his head tightly between his hands. His breathing became erratic and his mind darted all around the place before it returned on one thought.
The note.
Yoongi ran across the room, almost slipping in the process. He grabbed the rock hastily ripping the note from its side.
Yoongi unfolded the paper, his mind freezing at its simple words.
Found you
- Julian
"No! No no no no no!!!!" Yoongi ripped the note into a thousand pieces, throwing them angrily on the ground.
"This can't be happening! Not again! Please not again!" Yoongi screamed out, grabbing fistfuls of his own hair and pulling on them harshly, cruelly reminding him that this was not a dream. This was real.
Yoongi didn't know what to do.
So he ran.
He ran from the apartment, ignoring what little belongings he had.
He ran through the dirty, littered streets, ignoring the harsh hitting rain that pelted against his soft skin.
He ran and ran, no real place in mind but one.
He pushed violently through the gates, ignoring the harsh smash it made against the stone wall.
He ran with all his strength, almost falling a few times and barely preventing himself from hitting the harsh ground.
Only did he stop when he saw the white marble.
Yoongi dropped harshly to his knees and released painful sobs.
How could the world truest be this cruel to him. How can it take everything.
"WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY?!" He screamed to heavens, cursing whoever played this horrific game of yoongis life.
"Why can't I just keep the things I love. My precious Namjoon...." yoongi softly grazed his fingertips against the cold stone, "help me... please baby... please help me... I can't do this without you... I can't do this anymore..." yoongi began knocking his head against the gravestone in frustration, soon followed by violent whacks of his fists, busting them up even more.
His tears were flying from his face, his chest heaved at an unhealthy rate.
"I can't.. I can't... I can't not again.. not again .. Joonie save me... please save me... take me up there.. please let me see you..." yoongi searched around him, soon finding a sharp rock.
He took his first calm breath.
He slowly stretched his arm, taking the sharp stone in hand. He pressed his finger against the edge, drawing blood as a test to see how effective it was.
"It's just be easier... I know I promised.." he looked up at the grave, pressing his palm next to his lovers name, "but I miss you too much.. soon.." he looked down at the stone, moving it towards his wrist, "soon we'll be together..."
Yoongi put pressure on the stone, slowly dragging it across his pale skin. Crimson soon filled his vision, slowly getting closer to Namjoon.
"SUGA!!" Jungkook screamed.
The boy turned to face the elder, dropping the sharp stone from his hand.
Jungkook ran to the boy, dropping to his knees. His heart stopped at the sight of blood.
"What did you do?! What happened?" Jungkook took the boys writs in hand, panicking slightly at the quickly flowing blood.
"Leave! Leave! I need to be with him! I can't do this! I can't go back! You don't understand!" Yoongis screamed in the elders face, no longer caring about being nice and polite. All he wanted was Namjoon.
Yoongi continued to cry and thrash, struggling to release himself from Jungkooks grasp.
Jungkook ripped off the sleeve of his shirt, tying it tightly around the boys wrist, hoping it would slow down the blood from draining.
"Please..." yoongi said, barely audible, causing Jungkook to stop his movements to listen to the boy.
"please.. just let me be with him.. let me be happy..." yoongi stared through tear flooded lashed at the beautiful grave beside them.
Jungkook placed both hands on yoongis cheeks, forcing the boy to face him.
"Suga, you can't be happy if you're dead. When you're dead, you are dead. I'm not letting anyone die on my watch"
Sugas body then went limp, both from exhaustion and blood loss.
Jungkook carried the boy in his arms, ignoring how light he was.
Jungkook gently placed the boy in the back of his car, the speeded down the road to the hospital.
Hold on Suga.
Hold on.
Sorry if that was triggering or made any of you uncomfortable.
It all plays into the story.
I hope to see you again.
Bye!
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