Its been awhile since ive written on here... Ive started writing on paper but tonight im not home so i cant.
I feel so empty. Sad. Not alive? I dont know i miss someone but i dont know who. I always miss them but i have no idea who. I usually find comfort in my best friend or in a girl that pretends to be my girlfriend. Theyre not here im far from home. I also usually find comfort with men that i dont know. I dont sleep with them, but i text them on twitter. They ask for picture and i provide they do the same. Although it doesnt even turn me on i still do it because it makes me feel loved in a way. Even though i know they just want something to do jack off to or whatever.
How did i get this low? Where did i go wrong in life that this is what i do now? Im not even happy. I litrally want to die. I dont even make sense. Im tried. I tried. I cant. Too tired. Going gone soon. I wish i cant. I would just dissapoint them more. Im sorry. Im sorry. 1:16 am
