Always been a fucc up

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One Week Later - Kyrah POV

"Kyrah come back in this house. I'm not gonna tell yo fast ass no mo" My mother yelled 

" girl leave that child alone" my grandma said

"Ma she went an-" My mother began

" Leave her alone she just a kid" she said

"besides you gotta get to work and we ain't gotta babysitter" She continued

I grabbed my jackets from the Hall closet and headed to the mall to meet Arabian

"Crowded af fa what." I said getting irritated

"Once I enter the food court I felt all eyes on me.

"How you holding up?" Arabian said she was dressed in an all black sweatsuit (in mm) with her hair in a tight bun and 2 stands on hair dangling on each side of her face.

"I really can't complain." I said 

"really?" she asked looking at me crazy "cause yo mama tone says otherwise"

"yeah I know she's just angry" I said

"Oh yeah?" She asked

"she just doesn't think I should be with Keiko." I said 

"but why?" she asked "cant be because he's in jail. Bullet been in jail twice, so why?" she asked again in a knowing tone

"I don't know" I said in burying my face in my hands try not to expose my secret

"so what about the baby" she asked said sitting her phone down.

"huh?" I asked choking on the water " what baby"

She pointed at my stomach with a unamused chuckle

"how?" I asked, placing my now trembling hands over my belly

"sex." she said plainly

"no how, do you know" i asked 

"overheard Kei." she said

it was silent for a while

"If you're going to tell me to abort it you're too late" I said low with a quiver in my voice "my mama already threatened to kick me out if I don't. " Keiko told me about his sister a long time ago. I know she's disappointed in him and I. She wants him to be perfect and I think that bull, but after she punched him that night I decided it's best not be on her bad side.   

"Why'd you assume I was going to say that? " She asked

That completely confused me. "Keiko told me how you didn't want him to be having kids, and I get it we're children but you can't expect us to be perfect. You weren't perfect either" I ranted as she look at me with an unreasonable expression

" What are you talking about?"

"Keiko already told me about how you're always trying to get him to be perfect and if he's not you look at him like a fucc up, but you were worse than him"

"I'm not here to tell you to get an abortion."

"So if you weren't telling me to abort it, then what did you call me for?" I asked

"Im moving to Atlanta soon. I wanted you to come wit." she said

"I sorry" I was cut off by her

"It's cool just think on it and hit me back when you've made a decision." She said getting up and heading out the mall. Tho she didn't say it I could tell what I said got to her.

ARABIAN POV

"Wow, so that's what he thinks of me huh?" I thought to myself as I turned the key to Legacy's place

Trigga and Legacy were sitting on the couch playing a game of call of duty

"What's good?" I said locking up behind me

"Nun much passing out vials and turning out the preacher daughters, but I'm Tryin head back to ova to where you used to stay. That's where it's at. cause those girls up there ain't bout shit" Trigga  said

"Nigga ain't nothing good about that place. Nobody in the Dale but crackheads and prostitutes."I said while grabbing some chips from their lil stash

"Not really you there" he said winking

"Not no more" I said

"Oh is that so?" he asked looking at Legacy Who was embedded in the game grabbing a few chips every now and then.

"Imma call it a night I got a lot to do tomorrow"



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