My beautiful blue eyed boy(Thiam)

The Announcement

Theo's pov

I was already seeing red, what the fuck does she mean 'help soften the blow' for Liam? "Hey really quick, I didn't notice that I had like all your clothes in my closet for some reason, wanna explain because some of it is like your clothes from before I let you stay here." Liam looked at me with wide eyes and for a second I stopped seeing red, "Oh yeah, when I had to save you or when you got really hurt the pack said you would ask for me, and often times you were super hurt that you're shirts or pants were cut up, even though my clothes were a bit big on you no one cares so that's why." I said looking at the floor then back at Hayden.

"Deliver your news." I said with a slight growl, "Um I realize the reason I was such a bitch and was hating on everyone else and didn't want to take care of my great boyfriend, was because I never loved him or liked him for that matter, and it's not what you think, I was just scared to be who I was. I know it doesn't make up for the stuff I did and I'm so so sorry Liam and you too Theo but Liam we need to break up, I'm um im a lesbian." Hayden had this look on her face, I don't know what the emotion is called. I mean, I don't even have a good record with my own feelings. All I know is that Liam is upset and I don't like that, I walked over and hugged Liam.

"See liam it's not you it was never you, you're not less than everyone. You're not a nobody, you're a great person, you're amazing, and you're loved, you were just trying to be loved by the wrong person, and that's okay but there's nothing wrong with you." I whispered to him and he nodded into my chest, "Thank you." Was all he said before pulling back, "Okay well, cool. I don't know, I don't remember what I was going to say sorry." Liam looked at her then his feet, She got up from her spot and walked over to Liam
She pulled him into a hug. "I really didn't mean anything I said to you that was bad, you're great and I do love you, just not in the way I was supposed to and I'm sorry." She said hugging him with her eyes closed.

"It's just gonna take me some time to realize I'm worth something." He whispered and that's what got me. I will make him feel like he's worth everything,
I'll get him to feel okay. "Alright well, if you'll excuse me. I guess I'd better get going I kinda gotta go tell someone off and let them know I'm a lesbian." She smiled at me, Brett. She was gonna tell him off for something. Hmm, "Hey are you okay? You hungry?" I asked and waited for a response, I didn't get one so I took a step so I was behind him and I intertwined our fingers. "Mm not hungry." Liam didn't pull away so I took that as a good sign. For a moment, I let go of his hand and hugged him from behind, then laced our hands together and put the over his stomach.

"I know you're upset but you gotta eat and keep yourself healthy." I said waiting and he grunted, "Come on and I'll get you the food you like from the mall and after we can watch a movie." At that he cheered up, "Let's go." He was waiting for me to let go but I didn't, "You gotta shower first and dress comfortable, we might take a trip somewhere after the movie we have all day." I heard him groan but he started walking upstairs. My arms still wrapped around him as we were making our way upstairs, "Why are you so nice to me?" Liam asked I could hear the hurt in his voice but he was still curious.

"Because we're friends Liam." It actually really hurt me to say that. I'm nice to him only because we're friends but I don't want to be like, 'I'm so nice to you because I think I may be helplessly in love with you and you're probably my Mate'
"Oh." Was all he said walking out of my grasp, I was to late to hold him back, "No, wait Liam come back." I know he's upset, I can just tell but I could also smell it and it made me sick. "No, I have to shower." He slammed the door to the bathroom so I laid down on his... our? Bed, Yeah our bed and waited. About 5 minutes later Liam came out in just a towel.

"Liam listen I didn't me-." I was cut off by him and this look of hurt and anger inside, "I get it." He said walking towards his closet. I got up and walked over to him. He started walking backwards, it got to the point where his back hit the wall and my chest was touching his. "Liam, there's so many reasons why I care about you. Don't think for a minute that because you're my friend that's the only reason why I care." I whispered getting a bit closer to him. "Theo I-." Liam started but he shut up. We stayed like that for a couple more minutes before Liam kissed me.

I kissed him back and this kiss was so different from when I kissed Tracey. It was slow kinda light and innocent. I pulled away and looked up at Liam's eyes
"You've got the brightest blue eyes I've ever seen Liam they're so... beautiful." I whispered looking down only to see him in a towel, "Theo I- uhm gotta change, yup I've gotta change." Liam said trying to move away, It hurt emotionally. I nodded and walked away. I walked out of the room and out of the house. I had to go somewhere. Anywhere, I love him when I shouldn't and it hurt too much.