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AlisophiaThe past two days actually haven't been super bad. I was actually having a decent time with Grayson well at least when he wasn't slacking off.
We were on our last shoot of the day and luckily it was nearing evening so we would be getting if earlier than the last two days. "All done" Morgan smiles as she starts to rack up the equipment.
Everyone stars to walk off and I walk up to Morgan."After all theses years you still manage to be the best" I smile making her laugh "I try my best, I do miss my partner by my side" she smiles nudging me which causes me to giggle a bit.
"I miss you as well" I smile then walking back to my dressing room.I finish changing and wait for Grayson to come out since we rode together.
He walks out of his dressing room all nicely cleaned up.
"Ready?" I ask with a smile he looks at me with such curiosity and says "I'm just gonna be straight forward, I know you have a fiancé but would you like to grab dinner? As friends of course." I look at him for a minute and think to myself why would he be asking me out to dinner.
"Yes I'll go to dinner with you, but we aren't friends quite yet" I smirk playfully to gain a wide smile from him.We arrive at the restaurant and to my surprise it was the restaurant we had our first date at. Should've saw it coming. We were seated at the exact same spot as the first time. Grayson was bold for doing this but I give him props.
"What will you be having tonight?" The waiter ask while looking directly at me up and down. "A cup of coffee, black" Grayson speaks which had caught me off guard a bit. "Coffee as well for me, vanilla . Two sweeteners and little creamer" I smile as the waiter leaves it to be just me and Grayson.
Grayson looks at me in confusion and as do I.
"When did you start liking black coffee?" I ask while crossing my arms across my chest "since I ran out of sugar. When did you start liking sweetened coffee?" He ask and I say "ever since my fiancé introduced me to it." Graysons face turns dull as soon as I mentioned my fiancé."When?" He ask randomly to which I look at him confused "when did you guys get together?" My mouth forms into and O shape then I respond "about seven months after me and you broke up." He just nods his head understanding the whole situation. "Can you guess why I brought you out to dinner?" He asked to which I nod my head yes.
"Just Hear me out" Grayson says but just on time the waiter comes back with our drinks. "Black coffee for the man and vanilla coffee for the lovely lady" he smiles winking at me.
I threw up in my mouth a bit.
"What will you guys be ordering?" He ask still looking directly at me. Grayson orders for the both of us "two garden chickens with the steak." The waiter jots down on his notepad the order then leaves me and Grayson to be once more.We eat our meal then I say
"Explain yourself dolan" he smiles widely then says
" my intentions were to never break your heart ever. When I promised you that I would never hurt you or cheat on you I meant it. The fact that I did kills me but I was forced to , by Tati. She had information about the both of us that would ruin us. I didn't care much about mine but yours bab- Alisophia, it was bad, I couldn't let you suffer like that. So I went along with her plan and I hated every single bit of it. Kissing her was disgusting, hugging her was disgusting and having to say 'i love you' to her just hurt me because those were all the things I would've rather been doing with you. Hell! I still want to do those things with you. Just please believe me , please"I could see the pain in Graysons eyes as he finished explaining himself. I hated seeing him hurt and hearing the truth hurt. But he was protecting me the whole time & I never listened.
I should've listened.
It's to late now."Grayson I forgive you but it's to late,I'm engaged and I'm getting married in five months. I'm happy with Sam,please understand" I say starting to tear up as feelings started to creep back up. "Alisophia, you've made me the happiest I've been in two years within these two days that we've been hanging out. I need you in my life more than anything and I'm sure the same applies to you" he speaks. "Grayson I can't, we can't. It's to late" and with that I got up and placed a one hundred dollar bill onto the table and started walking to the car.
I bump into our waiter and he ask "hey where you going baby momma, I thought maybe we could have a nice chat in the back?" I look at him with such disgust and move around him to feel a tight grip on my wrist. "Let me go" I sat through my gritty teeth. As he's about to respond I hear Graysons voice saying "she said let her GO!" Grayson pulled the waiter off of me and pulled me into a tight embrace.
"Who the fuck do you think you are?" The waiter ask and before Grayson could respond I say "my fiancé , now can you fuck off" I show him the ring on my finger and he had finally gotten the memo.Fiancé ?
I had been tossing and turning for the longest time and I just didn't feel comfortable. I got up out of bed and walked to the living room. I see Grayson sitting on the couch just looking outside at the moonlight. He notices my presence and ask "everything okay?" I sigh then respond "I can't sleep, would you mind coming to sleep with me?" He smiles weakly then responds with
"Of course"I cuddle right into his chest and instantly I felt safe again. I hadn't had this feeling for a good two years. I missed this feeling of comfort.
With Sam it was different, almost distant."Goodnight Grayson" I smile
"Goodnight fiancé" he says playfully causing me to hit him playfully.
"I'm just playing, Goodnight Alisophia" he speaks and just like that I fell asleep in his arms once more.10 votes=new chapter

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