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Past
Andie

It had been a week since I had been raped and a week since I had the rape kit done. Today was my follow up appointment with doctor Morgan to learn my test results. The car ride there was very quite and shallow. I knew Ethan wasn't happy about this whole situation but I knew that he only cared for my well being.

We walked into the hospital and enter the elevator to the fourth floor. As soon as the elevators door open we step out and into the main office. "Appointment for Andie lynn" I force smile to the receptionist. "One moment please" she smiles as she gets paper work for me to fill out.

We were finally called back and I was beyond nervous.
As we sat and wait for what seemed like forever the doctor finally walked into the room. "Hello Andie it's a pleasure seeing you again" he smiles as he holds out his hand "it's nice to see you too doctor Morgan" I smile back a si shake his hand. "So I'm just going to go over your test results and me as a doctor I'm the doctor that doesn't sugar coat so I'll just be telling you the results straight forward." He states in which I just nod my head listening.

"Your toxscreen came back positive for the most common date rape drug , Rohypnol." I begin to feel tears form in my eyes and Ethan grabs my hand rubbing circles onto the back of it. I smile weakly at him and continue to what else the doctor had to say. "Your rape kit came back and there were signs of tearing in your vaginal wall which could explain the bleeding and bruising.Now we did find pieces of latex in your vagina but we did not find any semen luckily, that's usually not the case."

My whole body felt like I had jumped off of the golden state bridge into the freezing cold water. And just when I thought it couldn't get any worse

"We do have more bad news, since there was tearing in your vaginal wall and it was major , your chances of ever getting pregnant are slim to none. I'm sorry"

His words hit me like a ton of bricks and the only words I could make out were "thank you doctor, have a nice day"

I had rushed out of the hospital and straight to the car. It had only been a matter of minutes till ethan finally came down and sat with me in the car. " you don't deserve me ethan , I don't deserve you" I say breaking the silence. I feel his eyes revert to mine and he says "don't say that, why would you say that?"
"Ethan I'm never going to be able to give you kids if we get married!" I explain once again and he grabs a hold of my hand. "I don't want to be with you just to have kids. I love you for who you are and all of you, with kids or without kids. I want you and just you if that all I'll ever be able to have. Kids were just a bonus but if I can't have those then all I care about is that I have you. I love you Andie Marie lynn"

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