recharge to 100% ˻grayson dolan˼✔︎ #WATTYS2019

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Alisophia

As my eyes fluttered open to the sound of light snores. I was lied next to Grayson in his warm embrace. I softly pull his arm off me and head to the bathroom. I had recently been getting sick and I was confused on why. Maybe it was just a seasonal allergy type deal. After I finished my business I began to strip of my clothing to take a shower. It felt like I hadn't taken one in days.

I finally step out the shower and wrap my towel around my chest. I step back into the room and see no Grayson in sight. I slightly shrug my shoulders then continue to get dressed. As I slid my bra strap up I jumped at the sound of a door slamming.

I hear the bedroom door creak open so i turn my head to see it was Grayson. "Good morning beautiful." He smiles looking at me up and down. I was still only in my underwear so I laughed a bit at his comment. "Good morning cutie, I see you shaved your beards" I laugh and he smiles widely. "I sure did, do you still love me?" He ask and I roll my eyes a bit. "Grayson I love you no matter what, shaved or not. I'll always love you . Like they say at the alter 'through sickness and health' I'll always live you Grayson"

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I watched Grayson intently as he drove. He seemed stressed. "Talk to me babe" I say catching him off guard. "I'm just nervous, I don't know what they're going to say." He sighs making me a bit sad on the inside. "I'd do anything to help us get better but I just don't want them to say it won't when I know truly deep down we will."

Grayson pulls into a front parking spaces and parks the car perfectly. "Are you ready?" I ask while grabbing a hold of his hand. "Ready as I'll ever be" he grins. We step out the car and right into the office. As we walk in were greeted by a woman sitting at the front desk. "Hi can I help you?" She ask with a perky smile plastered onto her face. "We're here for counseling with doctor graham" I reply and she types into her computer vastly. "He'll be right out shortly" she smiles.

As we sit in the waiting area I noticed how nervous Grayson was. He began shaking his leg and I put him hand onto his thigh, stopping him from his action. "It's going to be okay" I coo and which he calms down taking a deep breath in and out.
"Mr and Mrs Dolan?"

We take a seat in the small conference type room. It had a sofa and two love seats. The doctor shook our hands and began the session. "So you two are here today for relationship issues I see ?"
He questions and I politely respond "yes sir we are."
"Care to go more in depth?" He ask and I clear my throat a bit before taking. "We've been arguing a lot recently and Grayson has fallen back into his old habits with smoking , drinking and partying." He writes something down on his note pad.

"Care to add on Grayson?" He ask and Grayson sits straight up. "I've been stressing out a lot lately with our wedding coming up soon and a project I'm involved with is also coming out soon. Those habits are a coping mechanisms I use." Once again the doctor write down onto his note pad.

"Grayson what would you do to change your ways? Also what is Alisophia asking of you to change?" The doc ask making me a bit nervous for his answer. Could Grayson change if he really tried? "I'd do anything to change, if it took me going to counseling and AA meetings then so be it. Count me in. All Alisophia is asking of me is to be the person I use to be." Grayson admits making me less tense.

"Do you think you're asking a bit to much Alisophia?" He aka making me confused so I ask him to clarify. "What do you mean?" "Well do you think maybe you're living in a false reality to where you want grayson to be his old self and can't realize that, how this is who he is. We can change a habit. But sometimes we can't change is a person. Maybe you should think more realistically, sometimes it takes something to shake us out of a false reality" the doctor admits.

I sigh deeply taking in what he said. Maybe he was right. I could be living in a false reality with Grayson. I just have to embrace who he is now. We can't go back to the past. He's changed , I've changed. We can't go back, no matter how hard and how much we want to.
We just can't.

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