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Alisophia

"God I missed you so much" Sam says as I get out of my car. He rushes over to me and pulls me into his tight and warm embrace. I smile lightly then say "I missed you too." He pulls me in for a kiss and I kiss back passionately due to me missing his touch. As we pull ways I begin to frown knowing that I would have to tell him about Grayson .
I didn't want to break his heart and I hate the fact that I did cheat. I just wish I could go back and change it all.

He notices my frown and ask "what's wrong bup?"
I begin to ball and he pulls me into his chest "hey-hey it's okay, let's get inside and then we can talk" he speaks in a cooing tone. He opens the door and takes my bags for me as we walk to the room. I sit down on the edge of the bed while Sam unpacks my bags which I'm sure would be repacked soon after I break the news to him.

He finishes up and sits down next to me giving me all his attention. I grab a hold of his hands and look at him straight in his eyes. He looked concerned and had a look of sorrow. "What's wrong baby, I'm ready whenever you are" he says while rubbing circles on the back of my hand which he did to calm me down.
"I did something really bad, really bad." I cried as he still tried calming me down.

"What are you talking about baby? What happened?" He ask now pulling me in close to his chest. I look at him and see the glimmer of his green eyes staring deeply at me. I take a deep breath then say "I kissed Grayson , more than once. I cheated."
He looks at me with a big of disappointment then just shakes his head no.
"It's okay, I'm sure being there with him in California made old feelings get brought back up" he speaks as he lifts my chin up so I was looking at him once again. I was a bit confused as to why he wasn't throwing me out of our apartment. "Are you mad?" I ask and he just smiles weakly "I'm a little disappointed but I understand why you did it. When those old feelings were brought back up it gave you a sense of hope that what happened in the past can happen again but the truth is that it can't and it won't. You can repeat the past, what you felt towards him were past feelings , they aren't new and it's not what you're feeling now. You were just caught up in the moment and confused."
I think deeply about what he says and realize that he was right.

What happened between me and Grayson meant nothing, they were just old feelings being brought back up. Being back in California just made me feel nostalgic, they were all old feelings. I can't repeat the past. What happened between me and Grayson two years ago is over .
It's in the past.
It needs to stay in the past.

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