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Future/present
Alisophia

Grayson had finally moved in with me after a month of dating officially. I was the happiest I could be , at least I thought. Lately he had been picking up his old habits of smoking,drinking and going out to parties. I was tired of it.

The time on my phone read 4:24 am. I was use to him coming home late by now. I didn't even know why I still stayed up for him , I knew he was going to come home eventually. I just never knew when.

I finally heard the keys giggling through the keyhole and I sigh with a bit of relief."Why are you still up?" He slurs as he walks over to the couch. "I wanted to make sure you got home safe" I force smile. "Well fucking don't" he spat as he rolled his eyes. "Sorry I care about my fiancé's well being?" I laugh not believing his response. "You should've stayed with Sam , hell you chose him first over me."

I was taken back by what he said. He was right though, I'd did choose Sam over him at first. I knew truly deep down that it was always Grayson , I just was scared to admit it. "Grayson it was always you from the start. I was just afraid to be hurt again . He was nothing to me compared to you. Every night when I would fall asleep I kept on wishing that it was you falling asleep next to me , you kissing me , you making love to me , you telling me I look beautiful. I wanted it to be you" I cry causing him to just scoff.

"Then why did you leave the first time? Why didn't you ever leave him to be with me if you really loved me?" He began to raise his voice causing me to flinch in reaction. "Because I was still hurt from you Grayson , I was hurt at the fact that you let your ex take over your life" I cry in which he scoffs in pity. "Bullshit and you know it"

"You know what you're right!" I plead making him look at me with confusion."I should've stayed with Sam because it would've been a way lot easier . He would've been able to give me the real love you've never been able to" he looks at me with disbelief then pushes past me. I follow him to the room and he begins to pack a bag.
Shit.

"Grayson this doesn't have to be harder than it already is" I plead as he grabs his bags to leave. " well then why is it?" He asking causing me to realize how I truly felt. "Grayson I-I'm sorry" I apologize knowing I can't fix what's already been broken. "Just let me go please" He says as his voice cracks. I let go of his hand and watch him walk out the door. Was this the way things were going to end?

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