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I'm in tears.

In the middle of a mental breakdown.

Why?

I have absolutely no idea.

I feel like everything I once thought I knew, is a lie.

There was a connection. A connection so strong it brought me to this crazy emotional place if deep questioning and unknowing.

What purpose is there to this?

Am I lacking in what they have?

Is what they have my ultimate dream in life?

I've been struck by lightning.

Directly through the heart; and my brain has no idea what to do about.

But we can't have just tears now can we?

Why not add in laughter; for how crazy I sound.

Just add to the mayhem and insanity of of this sudden emotional angst.

All I feel is their pain.

Their struggle and overwhelming undying love for each other.

Is this what I desire?

Such a feeling that many people will tell you doesn't exist.

Some how, in some way, I have been deeply affected by this story.

In a way which I cannot comprehend or understand yet.

There is a message or purpose behind this emotional distress.

There has to be . . .

Right?

What's wrong with me if there isn't?

Maybe, what I need, what I crave . . . Is a connection.

True human connection.

Face to face with another human being.

Not necessarily romantic; but true and undeniable.

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 21, 2019 ⏰

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