I'm in tears.
In the middle of a mental breakdown.
Why?
I have absolutely no idea.
I feel like everything I once thought I knew, is a lie.
There was a connection. A connection so strong it brought me to this crazy emotional place if deep questioning and unknowing.
What purpose is there to this?
Am I lacking in what they have?
Is what they have my ultimate dream in life?
I've been struck by lightning.
Directly through the heart; and my brain has no idea what to do about.
But we can't have just tears now can we?
Why not add in laughter; for how crazy I sound.
Just add to the mayhem and insanity of of this sudden emotional angst.
All I feel is their pain.
Their struggle and overwhelming undying love for each other.
Is this what I desire?
Such a feeling that many people will tell you doesn't exist.
Some how, in some way, I have been deeply affected by this story.
In a way which I cannot comprehend or understand yet.
There is a message or purpose behind this emotional distress.
There has to be . . .
Right?
What's wrong with me if there isn't?
Maybe, what I need, what I crave . . . Is a connection.
True human connection.
Face to face with another human being.
Not necessarily romantic; but true and undeniable.
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Forever Free
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