Topp Dogg Fanfic- Two Groups, One Heart (completed)

Chapter Twenty-Eight: Choices

Mitsuki

I wish I didn't leave with Gohn yesterday. He wanted to hang out with me just as friends. I of course,agreed. That was a mistake by me.

My Sunday started out as usual. I got up the earliest and got myself ready. Then I went over to the boys dorm and started making breakfast. I didn't eat any of it of course because that would be unfair to the girls.

I walked into Seogoong's room. Sara-Jo was sleeping in Hojoon's arms, as usual. She was the one acception to out little rule. Only she is allowed to be with the guys for some reason. I'm not really jealous because she's with the guys, I'm jealous because she gets to eat food. She's not really eating it though. It just comes right back up as soon as something goes in. We can't find anything that won't make her sick. That means her systems are starting to fail her. I just want to know what's in her head, just once.

I saw that everyone was sleeping, so I walked back out to the living room. I sat on the couch and drank my pink goop. I'm the only one in the group who seems to be able to stomach it.

I was about to take another drink, but someone's hands landed on my shoulders. I spit my drink out of my mouth. My body froze and my eyes grew large. Then a deep voice laughed. That's when I recognized the owner of the hands was Gohn.

I rolled my eyes when he sat in front of me. "What is it?" I said with an annoyed tone in my voice. Gohn snickered. He was wearing his normal outfit, skinny jeans with the chains and the muscle shirt. "I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today, just as friends." I looked down at my water bottle. The decision seemed difficult at the time to make. If I knew what was going to happen, then I would have said no.

I looked at him and smiled. Then I looked back at the water bottle. A smirk appeared on my face. "Will there be food?" He snickered. "As much as you want, Mitsuki." I put my bottle down on the ground and stood up. "I'll go." He stood up with me with a giant smile on his face. "I'll go get my wallet." I rolled my eyes. "You better. I don't feel like wasting my money today." I told him.

He came back out of his room and we left. Neither of us were dressed nice so I figured it wouldn't be considered a date. Then we got in the taxi and once he told the driver directions, I wanted to smack him.

"How much won do you want to waste on me? I thought we would go to the candy store, or something not expensive." He smiled and pat my back. "Relax, Mitsuki. I know what I'm doing." I rolled my eyes and huffed. "You only know how to do stupid things, obviously."

A few minutes later, we arrived at the restaurant that we went to on the day we met. At that point, I started to get nervous. It had been two weeks since we broke up. I didn't know what he was planning, but I honestly didn't want to. I wanted it to be a surprise.

We entered the restaurant. There was a line waiting to be seated. I tightened my fists. "You have reservations, don't you?" He smiled and shrugged his shoulders. I punched him in the back. "You planned this, didn't you?" He showed me a cocky smirk. I honestly think I blushed, despite my angry actions.

"I'm leaving." I told him. I turned around. Gohn grabbed onto my wrist and pulled me back. "Please stay. I'm so lonely. Please?" I turned around and huffed. Then followed him to the reserved table.

We sat down. I had my hands folded in front of me on the table. "So, how have things been?" I asked him. He looked down at his folded hands. "Things haven't been. I've just been sitting around by myself or hanging out with the boys every now and then." My mind told me to leave. I knew what was coming, but no, I stayed.

"Did it really bother you, breaking up with me?" I asked him. Then the waitress came over to get our order for the drinks. Gohn kept his eyes on his hands. "Two waters, please." He said. I didn't look at the girl either. I kept my eyes on him.

"Let's just say that I was pretty upset." I nodded my head. "So, you were upset. What are you now?" I asked him. I wish I didn't. "I miss you," he said. Gohn looked up and met my eyes. "I didn't think two weeks could be so upsetting." He reached out his hand and placed it on top of my folded ones. "I regret breaking up with you." My heart fluttered.

Then I remembered all the fighting that happened between us. I shook my head. Then pushed his hand away from mine. "No, I can't do this, Gohn." I looked him in the eyes. He looked heart broken. His warm brown eyes were as welcoming as ever.

I stood up and walked towards the door. He reached out and grabbed my hand. "Please stop and consider." He said, pleading. I snatched my hand away. "I just did. The answer was no." I told him before walking away.

When I reached the building, there was an ambulance out front. Just as I rushed out of the taxi, it left. Luckily I didn't close the taxi door. I jumped back in. "Follow that ambulance for me. " I told the driver.

We reached the hospital. I ran into the emergency room. It was all a crazy mess, as if I was in a drama. That's when I saw a crying Hojoon. I ran over to him. "Hojoon, what's going on?" I shouted. He cried even harder. "Sara-Jo wouldn't wake up. She was knocked out. They won't let me go in because I'm not family." I was shocked. Only then did I notice how heavy I was breathing. "Is she dead?" I asked him. Hojoon shook his head. "She was still breathing." I wrapped my arms around him in an attempt to comfort him.