Topp Dogg Fanfic- Two Groups, One Heart (completed)

Chapter Thirty-Three: Waiting

Gohn

I was the first to enter our dorm. When I walked inside, I saw Sara-Jo lying on the floor next to the bathroom, knocked out. "Holy crap," I gasped and ran over to her. I put my ear to her chest to be sure she was still breathing. It was slow and seemed uneven, but she was still breathing.

Then Kidoh entered the dorm. "Kidoh, call for an ambulance!" I shouted. Kidoh's eyes popped out of his head. "How am I supposed to call? We don't have any phones, remember?" I searched my head for an idea.

"Go get Hojoon and Seogoong, then," I said, not able to come up with anything better. Kidoh nodded and ran out of the dorm.

A few seconds later, Hojoon and Seogoong came running in together, tripping over each other's feet. "Sara-Jo!" Hojoon shouted. He bent over Sara-Jo and picked her up, bridal style. Hojoon carried her to his room and I heard the click of the lock.

I stood up slowly and sighed. "What has that girl done to deserve all this?" I asked myself. Kidoh walked over to me and placed his hand on my shoulder. "Stop worrying about her, what about you?" I narrowed my eyes. "What about me?" I asked accusingly. Kidoh snickered and looked at me in a 'seriously?' way.

He rolled his eyes and lost his smirk. "You have been moping about Mitsuki for the past month now. Guess what today is, my friend." I narrowed my eyes at him. "I don't want to guess," I told him. He smiled. "It's Thursday," he told me. I chuckled and a smile appeared on my face.

"What does that mean?" I asked him. "It means that it's Thinking Thursday." He stopped talking. I waited a little bit for an explanation to come, but I got nothing. "What does Thinking Thursday mean?" I asked. Kidoh leaned in closer to me. "It means, it's time to write another song," he whispered, "and not about her."

My heart felt like it was going to stop when he said that. I've been off this entire past month. All I've been doing is thinking about her.

I scoffed at his words and pulled away from him. "That's easy for you to say. You succeeded in getting the girl you liked." Kidoh immediately shushed me once I said the word girl. He waved his hand out in front of us majestically. "Tonight, is not about girls. Tonight, is about regaining our confidence." I pushed Kidoh away from me. "You have no confidence to gain. You're confidence jar is one hundred percent full, Kidoh." He placed his hand on his chin and acted like he was thinking. Then he looked at me and dropped the act. "I thought I would rub off on you." I shook my head and made my way to my room.

I sat down on my bed and placed my hands behind my head as I fell onto my back. I sighed and thought about what Kidoh said. "Thinking Thursday, huh?" I said to myself. I sat back up and pulled my notebook and pen out from under my bed.

After thinking about it for a while, I decided to do it, to write a song. The only thing is, it would be about Mitsuki. She is my muse and I am the artist. I smiled to myself as I started to write the title of the song, "Waiting." A feeling of satisfaction took over me and ideas flew into my mind.

*****

It's now very early Friday morning. I look up at the digital clock that's mounted on the wall. It's two in the morning. I started writing at eleven. I finally finished all the lyrics with the help of a flashlight and some coffee.

I sighed in relief. Pride and strength filed through me as I read over the lyrics for the millionth time. This will be the next song we do, I just know it.

*****

That morning when we left for practice, I made my way to my manager quickly. I had a tight grip of my notebook and a smile on my face. I tapped his shoulder and bowed when he turned around. I handed him the notebook and flipped to the right page. "This is a song I came up with last night. I was wondering if you could go over it with the producer?" I asked him. He smiled and nodded his head. Then we left for practice.

*****

Around noon, during our lunch break, the manager called me in to his office. He smiled and told me to sit. I did as I was told.

"I went over these lyrics with quite a few people, Gohn, and I'm impressed. This song is wonderful. I'm in love with it even though I haven't heard the music." A great feeling of confidence and pride swelled within me. I wasn't useless and didn't mess up for once this month. I finally did something right. Honestly, it's all thanks to Mitsuki.