Topp Dogg Fanfic- Two Groups, One Heart (completed)

Chapter Thirty: I Messed Up

Nara-Bo

It's embarrassing to admit this. I refuse to believe it, but it's been two weeks. Two weeks late. It happened three weeks ago and we've been doing it ever since. Another Sunday has come. This Sunday doesn't seem like a free day though. It seems as if it's going to ruin everything.

I've still been hanging out with B-Joo during the day and Xero during the night, but this will ruin everything. I knocked on B-Joo and Xero's bedroom door.

My heart stopped when B-Joo opened the door. I rushed into his arms. He slowly reacted. I gripped his shirt as I started to cry. "Where's Xero?" I asked him with a scared tone in my voice.

B-Joo looked taken aback. "Why do you want to know where Xero is? What's going on, Nara?" He sounded so worried. I suddenly felt all the guilt wash over me again. "Hey, what's going on?" It was Xero's voice. He was behind me.

I quickly turned around and hugged him too. Then I noticed he was only wearing a towel and was soaking wet. I stepped back and stood between the two of them, looking at the ground. "I need a ride to the doctors. I need to get a check up," I told them. Waiting for their answer was absolutely awful.

They both ended up taking me. They entered the room with me, and they sat there and waited as I admitted everything. I was able to hide it at the counter when I sighed in for the check up, but I couldn't hide it now. Not with both of them wanting to be there with me.

I could feel the tears coming as I sat in the office and told the doctor my mistake. I took in a deep breath. "I had sex with Xero three weeks ago. I'm two weeks late for my period. I came to see if what I'm thinking is actually true. I didn't want to rely on a little stick. I wanted to know for sure." I told the female doctor with no courage at all. The words dribbled out of my mouth. The guilt hit me with so much wrath, I wish I could have died.

I looked over to B-Joo to see his face. He looked upset, but already forgiving. Then I looked at Xero who had giant eyes and seemed to be having a hard time letting the situation sink in. I looked back at the doctor.

They brought me into a room with an ultrasound. My body was shaking the entire time. It can't be true. At the time, I didn't want it to be true. She turned the machine on and a little while later, I found out that it was true. I'm pregnant.

I let it sink in. My stomach dropped. I really did want to die. This is punishment for cheating on B-Joo, I just know it.

We went back to the room and the real question was asked. "Do you want to keep the baby?" She asked me. I breathed in and out deeply. Then Xero stood up. "No, she doesn't. Get rid of it," he immediately said. I looked at him and my face contorted with a million different emotions. Then I looked at B-Joo. He looked me in the eyes and smiled. How could he smile at such a time as this? That's when I decided, "Yes, I want the baby."

Xero stomped his feet and paraded out of the room. B-Joo stayed where he was. He didn't move a centimeter.

"I'm sorry to tell you this, Nara-Bo, but you'll have to quit your job. Especially the gymnastics you've been learning. It's just too much for the baby. Your diet is extremely unhealthy as well." I nodded my head. "I'll quit today," I told her. She seemed shocked. "That quick? You don't want to think about things?" I shook my head. "No, I just made my decision. Can you break the news to them for me?" Her eyes widened and her brows furrowed. "As you wish," she said.

B-Joo ended up taking me out to lunch. It was just a simple ramen shop. He opened the car door for me and reached out to hold my hand when we walked. I felt confused. "Why are you being so nice to me? I did something terrible to you." He shrugged his shoulders. "You messed up. That's okay. Humans mess up." I looked at the ground.

He rubbed my hand with his thumb. We sat down and ordered our ramen. "Are you really sure you're okay?" I asked him. He looked up at me and nodded his head. "Things happen, Nara." He told me.

We received our ramen and started eating. "Are you really sure, B-Joo?" I asked him again. He looked up from his meal and dropped his chopsticks. "This seems to bother you more than it does me." I nodded my head. "It does, it bothers me very much." I told him. He sat there for a few minutes, staring at me with his hands folded.

B-Joo stood up and walked over to my side. He bent down so that he was eye level with me. "You know how I feel?" I shook my head at his question. I wanted to know how he felt though. "This is how I feel, Nara." He leaned in and kissed me on the lips.

That same spark from the day I met him erupted within me. He pulled away and looked me in the eyes again. "That kiss still feels the same to me and I still love you. I forgive you for what you did and I understand. I love you Nara-Bo."