Starting Over (G/T)

5

*AN: This is a long chapter and I hope you really read through it because it's super important for later on in the story. I hope you enjoy!*

Emma POV 

I knew that I was going to have a hard time sleeping, I mean Dean is the size of a building and sleeping right next to me. Not to mention Dean's snoring.

"Mommy?" Daisy called has she sat up.

"Right here baby." I said has I leaned over Cole and picked her up, holding her against my chest.

"Daddy's so loud." Daisy said has she snuggled into my chest.

"I know, but right now Daddy can't help it, and trust me he was loud before this too." I said has Daisy and I both giggled. 

"Will Daddy be able to make me big again?" Daisy asked me has she looked up at me with those stunning blue eyes. 

"Daddy and I are going to do everything we can to make sure you and Cole go back to normal. But you should really be trying to get some sleep okay?" I said has I rubbed her back. 

"Are you scared of Daddy?" Daisy asked. 

"Daddy would never hurt us. I know right now he looks kind of scary but you know that it's still Daddy. Are you scared?" I asked her. 

"I'm just scared that he won't love me has much anymore." Daisy said and since I was so focused on Daisy, I didn't even notice that Dean's eyes opened and he was listening. 

"Daisy is that true?" Dean asked, causing both of us to jump. 

"I'm sorry Daddy, I didn't mean to upset you." Daisy said with tears forming in her eyes. 

"No baby I'm not mad, I just don't want you to think those bad thoughts." Dean said has he slowly moved his hand up to Daisy and she grabbed on to it.  

"You're finger is so big!" Daisy laughed has Dean lifted it slightly and Daisy was raised out of my lap. 

Dean only held her up for a second has she laughed and then lowered her back down right next to me, but the minute her feet hit the pillow she darted for Dean. She's always been a little Daddy's girl and I knew that it melted Dean's heart. It was amazing to me to see the hunter who kills monsters everyday, have the little blonde hair blue eyed girl have him in the palm of her hand. 

Daisy ran right up to Dean's nose and hugged it. "I believe in you Daddy. I love you so much." Daisy said and has I looked into Dean's eyes, I could see him melt at her words. 

"I love you too. I'm going to figure this out, but for now you are going to have to get some sleep." Dean said has Daisy let go of his nose and started to trot back to me. 

"Can't I just stay up?" Daisy whined has she fell back into my lap. 

"No, you need to sleep." I said has I laid her down next to me and pulled the covers up over her. 

Within moments, Daisy was back asleep has she curled up next to her brother. I couldn't believe how perfect our kids were, and I just wanted to make sure that they would be okay.

"You should be getting some sleep too Em." I heard Dean say from behind me.

"I know, but there's just so much going through my head. You go ahead and knock out, I'll be okay." I said has I tried not to make eye contact with him. 

"Is there anything I can do?" Dean asked. 

He used a finger to gently touch my side and it caused me to look at him, but also flinch. "I'm not going to hurt you." He whispered.