Sanders Sides HighSchool

5

I looked around the room. After a pillow fight, started by Patton, we had all drifted off to sleep. I know it sounds creepy, me just watching them all as they sleep, but I just adore them all. I looked at Patton asleep in his blue cat pajamas on the floor, snuggling up with his pillow and smiling as he slept. Logan was also on the floor, not wanting to invade my space either. He was on his side and his face showed no emotion whatsoever. And then I looked at Roman, who claimed that sleeping on the floor would ruin his back and beauty sleep, so he was on the end of my bed, sleeping sideways so that he wouldn't be in my space. Although by doing that he gave me less room to sleep.

I looked at Roman, he looked surprised while he was sleeping. I smiled to myself knowing that he's an actor even in his dream.He then stirred, moving around, and then fluttered his eyes open, just barely, but enough for him to see me. A grin spread across his face, "Hey stormy" The dramatic teenager mumbled. I tilted my head and smiled back a little. Roman looked at me and then placed his hands under his face, "What's the matter? Can't fall asleep?" Roman questioned. I shrugged, "Yea, I don't fall asleep easily..." I admitted. "mmm, well I'll stay up with you until you fall asleep. I droll when I sleep, which is not a sight to behold, so me waiting until you fall back asleep is going to help the both of us." Roman stated. I looked at him and smiled, "It's cool. You obviously need your sleep Princey, besides, I'll go to bed in a bit" I lied. Roman frowned and narrowed his eyes, "wow, no. I may need my sleep but I don't NEED my sleep like that. And I know you well enough to know your not just going to fall asleep like that." Roman said with a smirk..

I felt my face turn red. He does know me pretty well. More than I give him credit for. The teenager rolled over closer to me, on his back, and then looked up at my celling. I had been afraid of the dark (I still am) and placed glowing stars on my celling to give me light, and distract me from thinking to much about things. Roman grinned and spoke softly, "So my emo nightmare, a penny for your thoughts?" I looked down at him and then shook my head," my thoughts aren't worth a penny" I whispered. Roman looked unfazed and just nodded, "You're right on that one. Your thoughts are something that is worth more than anything on this world." he claimed smoothly. I couldn't help but laugh. I do love being around Roman, who wouldn't. Roman grinned and then closed his eyes, still awake but in a calm state. I just wanted to be closer to Roman, I felt my heart quicken. Do I dare make an attempt of being with him?

Who am I kidding, an emo like me would have no chance with a price, a true king. I could only gaze at the boy beside me, the boy that just won't be mine. He's just not on my level, he passes it the second he was born.

I can't stand the thought of someone hurting him, making him cry, touching him....

No one has the right to make Roman shed a single tear.

I just wish that Roman knew that. I wish that I could tell him all the reasons why he's just so good, all the reasons why he doesn't deserve to put up with all of that crap from his dad. I wish that he would realize how much worth he has.

What am I doing sitting here wishing things, thats supposed to be Romans thing.

As if knowing that I was thinking about him, Roman starts to sing. Its a soft, quite song, quiet enough for the two of us to hear, and not really anyone else. His voice is just perfect. I want to listen to him sing for the rest of time. He is singing "A Dream is a Wish Your heart makes"

And thats the song I fell asleep to. And his face is the face I saw before I fell asleep.