daisy.

final journey

I love you and I miss you.
It's hard to smile but I'm trying to.

I don't want to give up,
But someday the tears have to stop

I don't want to give in,
But a new day has to begin.

The sun sets but it will rise,
One day I have to stop my cries.

I still have so many questions,
But I have to accept your decisions.

I'm twisted, I'm crazy, I feel so torn,
All those promises we've sworn.

We've made mistakes, I'm sorry.
The blame is all mine to carry.

I made you feel cold and lonely,
And I apologize wholeheartedly.

This is where my words fail me,
I just can't express, I feel so guilty.

It wasn't enough, I tried my best.
Your pure heart, your eternal rest.

If only we could switch places,
Empty world, too many sad faces.

I understand the things that you did.
I accept the things that you hid.

I won't forget, I'll always remember,
Cursed forever, the third of October.

You chose me and yet I failed,
Your white ship has already sailed.

Truly, deeply and regrettably,
This is the end of our story.

All alone on your final journey,
If only you could've spent it with me.