daisy.

burning sadness

I'm starting to accept that
life has to keep on moving.
And I realize that without you
it no longer has meaning.

My whole world is dead
without your sweet music.
I hear your voice and our
love story becomes tragic.

I will always remember and
never forget your sound.
It is you that I will miss,
I wish we are on the same ground.

My life is bittersweet,
it tastes like the darkest bile.
Our shared memories,
thoughts of you make me smile.

I don't even know why,
but I'm counting the days.
You are never coming back,
I'm lost in outer space.

You told me you were better,
that we should celebrate.
When I heard the news,
you were gone, it was too late.

All of my sadness and tears,
to you they do belong.
All of my fears are vanquished,
because of you I am strong.

You who kept me warm
during my coldest nights.
To you I offer the brightest
stars and their shining lights.

You burn inside of me,
my heart filled with your love.
It's my greatest treasure,
the last part of you that I have.

I think that I'm going crazy,
I am losing my mind.
I need you but I have to go
and leave you behind.

Now I can finally understand,
why you wanted to say goodbye.
I wish you told me the truth,
it feels worse knowing your lie.

It's cold and lonely but
I have to defeat this darkness.
I'm weak and tired, I am exhausted.
I have nothing left but sadness.