daisy.

first kiss

I know that you may hate and
despise me, and truly I deserve it.
To love you and have your love
I was unworthy, I was never fit.

Now I wait for a sign, a sign
from you that will never come.
I tried my best, gave my all
but it wasn't worth a damn.

How did we end up like this,
you changed after your First Kiss.
I sent you away to him and told
you that it's you I will forever miss.

You came back running, holding too
tight, I couldn't breathe, couldn't see.
Finally I said "It's time, for us", yet you
wanted space, told me not to worry.

That was our last conversation, and
I think about your words every day.
Why did everything get complicated,
why did you go, why couldn't you stay.

You made it harder by staying with me.
I would have respected your choice.
But now that you're gone, the world
has lost your most beautiful voice.

Now I don't know what to say,
I don't know what I should do.
I wanted you to stay, I wanted
you to know how much I love you.

I'm all alone on this stage, the
silence is piercing, it's deafening.
Life is a book, I must turn the page,
the curtains are already falling.