Shipwrecked (Lawlorff)

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(AUTHORS NOTE: This one's for IasiaMariaAberasturi who left a very nice comment on the last chapter and begged me for more :) I'm happy to see even one person who comments or votes. It makes me smile. I'm going through something very tough right now and it always helps me to look at you cuties reading all my stuff, thank you all for that. I'm working on multiple fanfics at once right now, and I'm trying to finish most of them up before school. Even when school begins, I'll still continue to write for you guys. I anticipate this particular fanfic to be a very long one don't worry about me stopping anytime soon :) Also, I'd like to commemmorate the wonderful Robin Williams who committed suicide recently. RIP. Okayyy so sorry for all that but yeah here ya go & enjoy! ILY ALL)

(Sam's POV)

They did it. They actually fucking did it. Oh my god. I didn't think Acacia had it in her, but she pulled through! She got two of the most famous people in the world right now to tweet in respect of us. Even if it was some blackmail shit that I'm sure she must have pulled in order to get this to happen. She helped Kian and I, and now I forgive her for all the shit she's done to me. She made people accept us, and that's all that matters to me right now. She made it possible for Kian and I to be together.

Ricky and Trevor leave the room after they see me and Kian hugging tightly on the bed. I can't believe my luck. I was sure that I'd have the weight of millions of fans hating us together on my shoulders for a  long period of time before they'd finally accept us. Like if the rumored 'Larry Stylinson' aka Harry and Louis came out, all their fans might just throw a big party. I mean, the majority of their fandom ships them, including Kian and I. Oh god, we're accepted! I still can't get over this! I've never been accepted before in my entire life. This is beyond perfect.

Kian and I smile at eachother, and its apparent just how excited the both of us are. We can be together. No one will hate us (at least almost no one). 

Kian plants a huge kiss on my lips and dogpiles onto my chest, bringing me down into a hug with him on the bed.

"Stay with me forever, Sam." he whispers into the pillow beside us with his eyes tightly shut.

I kiss him on the side of his forehead and he smiles up at me. 

"Anything for you, Kian."

"I love you, Sammy."

"I love you more," I whisper and nestle my head into his shoulderblade.

(Jc's POV)

"Hey, Lia." I say shyly as I walk in the room. I hope Ricky and Trevor didn't disturb Kian and Sam. Shit, they probably did. They never listen.

"Jc!" she giggles, wrapping her fragile arms around me. 

I pretend to laugh, but it comes out sounding fake and sarcastic. She goes back to watching one of her favorite movies '17 Again' on TV. 

"Come watch with me, Jc." she pleads, patting at an avaliable spot next to her.

I reluctantly join her on the bed and turn to the screen. Zac Efron is having a house party. 

I wish I could be at a house party, because it has less guilt in the air than here.

Oh wait.

A party is where I cheated on Lia.

Fuck.

I cannot escape this guilt.

Everywhere I turn, everywhere I hide, it follows. A stalker.

Guilt is really killing me right now.

My phone dings and I fish it out of my pocket. It's her.

New Text Message.

I sigh and click open, shielding the screen away from Lia's view.

One Attatched Picture Message.

I click open again, and it reveals an ultrasound picture.

Lia looks.

Shit.

"Jc, what is that?"

"Jc?"

"Is that an ultrasound?"

"Oh god.."

"You didn't-"

"NO!"

"YOU DID?!?!"

"WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?"

Lia's bawling. It's all my fault. She put the pieces together, but now she's broken into pieces. 

How could I have been so stupid?

I hate myself.