Shipwrecked (Lawlorff)

XVI

(Kian's POV)

"Okay, guys. Meet and Greet is officially finished, now we are going to do a Q&A!" says the tour manager.

All the girls take their seats and we remain at the table. Sam is nervous, I can tell. He doesn't want to get hate.

All girls raise their hands. 

"You!" Trevor points to a pretty brunette.

The girl stands. 

"Kian & Sam, are you two really dating?"

I smile and look at my gorgeous boyfriend Sam. He blushes and smiles at me too.

"Yeah, we are." I say proudly, and then kiss Sam on the forehead. 

We are welcomed to some AWW's from the audience, that causes Sam to smile at his feet. 

He reaches out to my hand with his pinky finger and I wrap mine around his. 

"You," Ricky points to a very short blonde.

She stands up and smiles brightly.

"How did you," she says gesturing to me and Sam, "two find out you liked eachother?"

I decide to go first. "After Andrea and I broke up, I was really depressed. Sam helped me through it all, and one day, he was wearing a cute sweater.. in fact, the one he’s wearing right now.. and I started developing feelings for him."

" I tried to deny my feelings and convince myself I was straight, but the longer I spent time with Sam, the sooner I realized I was bisexual. I fell in love with him, and he didn’t even know.”

 "This morning everything sort of came into place. I woke Sam up and I desperately wanted to jump into his bed and cuddle him. In the car with him, I serenaded him to his favorite song, and it all felt right. Sam tripped on the way on to the boat and I caught him. All I wanted to do was kiss him. We went to our hotel room, and we told each other certain things….” 

I had to be careful not to tell them about Sam’s depression, self harm, and anorexia. I shot him a nervous glance, but he was smiling. I guess there were some things I hadn’t told him about my feelings for him, and he is happy now.

“I ended up telling him I loved him and kissed him and that’s how we got together.”

He gets up and hugs me and I pull him onto my lap. He sits on my thigh and I kiss his neck and hug onto his chest.

“AWWWWWWWW!” squeals Acacia.

I shoot her a glare. I’m still upset that she outed us in the first place. Why couldn’t have we made the announcement ourselves?

“How about you, Sam?” asks Ricky. 

Sam takes a deep breath and leans back into me. 

“I fell in love with Kian long long ago. I think it was…late 2012. He had just started dating Andrea, and I was beyond jealous..”

I grip on to his waist and he leans his head closer to mine.

“I had to deal with them being a couple for the longest time, before they finally broke up. Andrea had hated me. She refused to let me even talk to Kian. I was in hell. When they broke up I felt like I had won the lottery. We started hanging out more, but I still couldn’t tell him how I felt. I was convinced he didn’t like me back.”

I put my hand on his inner thigh, and he immediately tenses up. He lets out the smallest of moans, in which I’m pretty sure only Jc and I can hear.