Shipwrecked (Lawlorff)

XV

(Jc's POV)

I head down the stairs down to the main deck. I have to fake a smile, even though I'm dying inside. I can't let any of my fans find out about this. They'd all hate me. Lia hates me. I hate me. 

I make my way to the main deck and see Ricky and Trevor already there, sitting patiently for the rest of us. Kian and Sam are nowhere in sight, and we only have five minutes until the girls show up. 

Lindsay and Acacia are seated at our VIP guest table to the left of the o2l table. Suddenly, as I'm about to sit down, someone taps on my shoulder.

"Hey, Jc!" shouts Matt Espinosa.

He looks painfully good today.

"Hey, man. How's it going?" I say, pulling him into a hug. It doesn't last long, but I hope it would have. What am I saying? I'm straight. I literally got a girl pregnant, so that means I have to be straight, right?

Then why are you having feelings for Kian all of a sudden, I think, and now Matt.

That is the question of the hour.

Matt sits down at the VIP table next to Acacia and is soon joined by his friend Taylor Caniff. Cameron Dallas and Nash Grier soon come walking towards the table too. I wave, and they all wave back. I sit down by Trevor. I can't help but stare at Matt, he's smiling while catching up with the others. His smile makes him look like some sort of angel.

Okay, so maybe I'm not straight..

Kian and Sam walk hand in hand towards us and sit down next to eachother. They can't keep their eyes off eachother. They must really be in love. I wish I could meet someone that doesn't judge me on one damn mistake I made. Fuck, I'll probably never be in a relationship ever again.

"Okay, so we're opening the gates in one minute, so get ready for the girls!" the tour manager tells us. I see Lia walking off the boat a while away, crying.

"Lia!" I get up, shouting on my chair. 

She turns around and scowls at me. She flips up her middle finger and steps off the boat and we watch her run away.

"Sorry, man." Kian mutters, patting my back sympathetically. 

The tour manager unblocks the gate and girls flood on to the boat. Once all of them are on, they form a line in front of their favorite. My line isn't as big as Kians. But it's sure as hell bigger than Sam's.

Girls come up to me, and I say hi, but I can't help but look at something out the corner of my eye. Matt. 

(Kian's POV)

The girls are finally piling up in front of us for the meet and greet. My line is unbelievably long, and I frown when I see Sam's is much shorter in comparison. 

He fakes a smile as he sees what I'm seeing and I hold onto his hand.

I kiss his cheek and continue talking with the girl in front of me. 

"Oh my god, you two are the cutest!" she says.

"Thanks," we both say.

" Well I don't think so.." says the girl in front of Sam.

"Well, hon. Your opinion is irrelevant. They are happy together, so leave them alone. Next!" Ricky says as the girl leaves Sam's line.

I give Ricky a high five, and then look back to Sam, blushing softly.

"You didn't have to be mean to her.." he mutters.

He's such a sweetheart.

"She was mean to you. Therefore, she deserved it," Ricky snaps.

He nods and turns to the next girl. 

All the words the girls say to us, neither of us hear them. We pretend we do, and we take pictures blindly. All we can hear, and see, is eachother. He grips onto my hand tighter with each second. I never want him to let go.