Baby I'm On My Knees. (Lesbian stories)

Chapter 18

~ Ellie's Point of View ~

Three months since everything happened. Hilda is locked behind bars for the next 20-30 years. That's the only good news. Rose broke most op her ribs. Thanks to god, nothing got damaged on the inside. But she is in coma ever since. It's like I'm dead inside. They say the possibility is big that she won't remember anything in the biginning. Absolutely nothing. Lucky nothing about what happened with Hilda. But she won't remember me. But it only for the first few weeks after she comes out.

I been at her bed all the time. I only left to get food or a drink. I slept in a bed next to hers. Well slept, I couldn't sleep. I haven't slept for three months. I probably look like a zombie, but everyone says I don't. I'm really scared that she will never remember me again. What will I do then? Just move on with my life like nothing happened? No, I  can't do that. My fans still need me. But they need Rose.

Fans tweet me all the time. They hope Rose wakes up quickly. They wish me all the best. I don't respond to them, but they know I've read them. I feel lifeless. I feel like I'm in a coma too. But at least she doesn't feel any pain right now.

Today is also another hard day. It's our anniversary. We're together for a year now. I was planning on asking her to marry me. But well, I can't really do that right now. Maybe I will never will be able to.

Hours fly away, with no result. But I will keep fighting. I will. I have to. For Rose.

"Ellie, you have to go home. I'll stay. You need your rest." Hannah said several times.

"Han, I can't. Wether I'm here or home, I won't get any rest. I can't. I just can't." I sigh. I hold her hand. I look at her face. It describes the pain she felt they day we found her. I caress her cheeks every minute. Maybe that she will wake up by my touches. But nothing happened. I sigh.

"Maybe you're right, Han. I'll go home. Take a bath and relax a bit. But if something happens call me!" I said.

"Ofcourse I will, Ells. Now go." She said and pulled me out of my chair. I take a last quick look at Rose. It seems like her face changed. I narrowed my eyes, it looks like she smiles. I think she agrees with me taking a bit time for myself. I smile and walk outside.

"We're are you going, Miss Goulding?" The nurses ask.

"Going home, my friend Hannah wanted me to rest a little." I smile.

"That's a good idea, take care, Miss Goulding."

"Thank you. And please, just call me Ellie." I say and they nod. I waved and walked out the hospital.

I inhale the fresh air. I got in my car and drive off to home.

~ Rose's Point of View ~

I can't remember anything. Nothing. Everything is so blurry. I hear voices all the time, but I don't know who it is. I hear crying. A soft cold hand holds mine all the time. I want to wake up. I want to see, who sits next to me. I want to thank him or her for being here. But I feel like I can't wake up.

I still hear voices, but they are unclear. I can't find the words of what they say. I want to. I want to so bad.

The hand let's me go, I want it back. Another hand holds mine now, but it doesn't feel right. I felt the other hand belongs to me, and this one doesn't.  I reconise the cold hands, but I can't remember. I hope I will. This hand I not so soft, and it's warm. I don't like it. It doesn't belong to me.

The warm hand doesn't let go, I want it to let go. I want to pull my hand back and search for the cold one. I telling my brain to wake up, but it does nothing. I'm begging it to make my eyes open. So I can see who is here. I feel like crying. I feel like giving up. It lasted for to long. I can't take it.

And suddenly my brain listens and he opens my eyes. Finally I can see again. I remember anything. Now I know to who the cold hand belongs to. Ellie. I've what I wanted for so long. It finally happened.

~ Ellie's Point of View ~

I arrive home in a big mess. Everything is a mess. I sigh and close the door. The walls look punched. Little spatters of blood on it. Then I remember,  I did it. I did it the day Rose disappeared.

I cleaned everything, hours flew away. Now I'm taking a bath. I walk upstairs into my bedroom. I saw Rose's clothes lay on my bed. Tears stung in my eyes. I sat on my knees with the pile of clothes. I smell them. They smell like her. Exactly like her. I force myself to get up and take a bath. I strip out of my clothes and walk in the bathroom. I turn on the water. I step in and sat down. Rose used to sit on the edge. Talking and laughing. So many good memories.

I never cried so much. Never in my life, I cried like this. But now I let it all out. All the tears I held back for years. I let them all out.

It felt like hours, but I were only thirty minutes. My phone starts to ring. I shot up and out a towel around me and sprinted to my bed. I grabbed my phone.

*Hello?* I ask out of breath.

*Ellie! Quick come! She's back, she's here! She keepd asking for a cold hand. And that's yours. Now come!* Hannah yells. I held my breath for a moment. She's is awake. My Rose is awake. And she wants a cold hand. My hands are always cold. She means me. She remembers me.

*Ok, Han, I'm on my way.* I say and hung up. I throw on random clothes. Suprise,  they are Rose's. 

I jump in my car and speed off to the hospital.

I open my door and slam it close. I quickly locked it and ran in the hospital. People staring. Probably how stupid I am looking right now. Or just because I'm Ellie Goulding. Whatever, I ignore them and run to the elevator.  Which didn't come soon enough, so I took the stairs.

"Ellie, she is awake." The nurse says. I nod.

"I..Know." I say, trying to catchup my breath. I smiled at her and walked to Rose's room. The door is open but I'm actually scared to go inside. I take a deep breath and walk inside.

Everyone was talking with Rose, so I think she remembers them.

"Look Rose, there is Ellie. She owns the cold hand." Hannah chuckles. I smile. Rose looked at me and smiled.

"Do.. Do you remember me?" I mumbeled. I look at my hands.

"Ofcourse I remember you, Ellie. Why would I forget you?" Rose said. I look up and she her smiling at me. I smiled back and sat next to her bed.

"Thanks for saving me. I didn't think I would survive." She took my hand. I pet her head.

"You didn't think I would let you go, did you? I searched everywhere. I would've killed her if the police didn't stop me." I giggled. She takes my hand and kisses it.

"I love you, Ellie."

"I love you too, Rose." And I kiss her lips.

I cried. Okay. I cried.

BUT SHE SURVIVES YEAY.

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