kleptomania [a kaihun fanfic]

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Sehun pov
"Sorry... I just- I don't like that you kissed someone else and I have this constant fear that you'll leave me because I'm not good enough for you. I-I don't want to lose you, I love you..." I mumbled the words and Jongin furrowed his eyebrows. He processed the audible words for awhile and smiled.

"Oh baby. I won't ever ever ever leave you for anyone else. I love you so so much and I'm sorry for kissing her. I love you Hunnie~" I blushed and looked down.
"I love you too..."
"You're so cute, what am I going to do with you." I blushed at his words.
"Kai~!"
"Yeah baby?" I pouted my lips, bottom lip sticking out like a sore thumb.

"Don't pout like that, it only makes you look cuter." He walked foreword and slid an arm around my waist, bringing his face closer and closer to mine before finally pressing his lips against mine in a gentle kiss. It was unlike just now, which was rough and hard. This tome, he kissed me softly and gently. Our lips parted after awhile and he pecked my lips again.

"I really love you a lot, Sehun."
"Same goes for me."
"What do you want for dinner, baby?"
"Cup noodles?" I said as I crawled into the bed.
"That's unhealthy."
"But-"
"I didn't say that we can't eat it baby. I just said that it's unhealthy." I seriously have the best boyfriend in the world.

"Hey Nini come cuddle me." I'm such a clingy boyfriend I swear to god.
"Clingy much, but I love it."
"Hurry up~"
"Okay okay I'm coming." He crawled into the bed and wrapped a hand around my shoulder, pulling me closer. The other hand went around my stomach, and his legs tangled up with mine.

"So beautiful..." He said as he admired my face. I flushed a deep red and he chuckled, kissing my forehead.
"You're so cute~"
"Jongin~"
"I'm serious! You're so freaking adorable I want to just eat you up."
"You want me to die?!"

"No, I want you in me."
"Holy shit that-"
"...WHAT THE HELL DID I JUST SAY?"
"And you say you're a top."
"I swear I am. ...but I- NO WAIT I TOOK YOUR VIRGINITY and you took mine oh wellz but I topped then so..."

I looked at the bedside clock, 7pm.
"Kai let's go prepare the noodles..."
"Want me to carry you there?"
"Yes please." I clung onto him and rested my head on his shoulder.
"You smell nice..." He really did.
We reached the kitchen and he placed me down.
"Which one do you want?"
"Shin Ramen."
"Okay."

I sat at the dining table as he poured the condiments in the cup, then poured boiling water in it and brought it to the table.
"Rest your eyes for awhile as we wait for it to cook if you're tired. Lay your head on my shoulder."
"Thank you..." I laid my head down on his shoulder as his arm went around me. I shut my eyes and rested awhile.

"Baby? The noodles are done." His voice was so gentle I just- I smiled in response at sat back up. Yawning a little, I picked up the fork and started eating.
"Wah... I've been wanting to eat this for ages, Luhan didn't allow me to eat this."

"Luhan?"
"My ex."
"Oh..."
I realised that the topic was making him feel uncomfortable.
"Um... you wanna hear the story about  me and him?"
"Sure I guess?"

(a/n: so we pretend that Lu is the same age as Kaihun)
"So we met when we were 15. It's literally the cliche bully and nerd kind  of thing. I picked on him and was the popular guy that was stormed by girls and boys. He was the nerd and well, I started picking on him. Until one fine day our teacher paired is up for a project, and I started growing feelings for him. When we were 16, I confessed. He told me that he liked me too and we started dating. Throughout the whole period of time we dated, I didn't experience love at all. We didn't really see each other in school after that, and sure we exchanged a few glances and kisses and words here and there but it wasn't enough. I complained to him and we started spending time together more often but... I didn't feel anything. I never experienced the slightest bit of love. Remember that night you held the party? That was literally the first time I experienced love, you made me feel loved, Jongin. But you left in the morning and well... I cried. I cried because I had thought that I was nothing more than just a one nightstand. Luhan found out and started becoming more vulgar towards me. The day I moved here was the very day we broke up. The thing is, Jongin. I never loved Luhan. I thought I did but I honestly didn't. You are my first love, my first and well, I love you a lot baby."

"That's... a lot to process. But I love you too Hun. I don't ever want to lose you. You're the main source of happiness and love in my life and losing you would make me fall back into my depressed state yet again. If yourself curious, yes I did have depression. With every day that I thought about you, the happier and more positive I got. You too were my first love, you're my first and my first kiss as well. You really helped me back then and- stop pouting you look so fucking cute."

"I'm your first kiss?"
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im doing this at 2am dont kill me pls. bye gn ily

-C