[Without Me] Asahi Azumane

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trigger warning and also I don't own this song  :)

Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close
I was afraid to leave you one your own

Those lyrics hit you hard.

I said I'd catch you if you fall
And if they laugh, then f*ck 'em all (All)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me


He really just left you for one of the CCP's of your school. After you'd given him to strength to return to Karasuuno's Volleyball team, he used his newfound fame to get with some other girl.

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why 
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why 

To make matters worse, he was flaunting his new relationship off on social media.

Gave love 'bout a hundred tries
Just running from the demons in your mind
Then I took yours and made 'em mine
I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind

You'd stuck with him through his anxiety attacks and cheered him up when he wasn't happy, and then he repaid you by telling you that you weren't enough.

Said I'd catch you if you fall
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me

Damn, you thought, maybe he was right, I'm ugly, I'm not enough, and most importantly, my inner demons are too hard to fight.

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why, yeah


You don't have to say just what you did
I already know 
I had to go and find out from them
So tell me how's it feel 


"So, Asahi," you whisper quietly into the darkness, "tell me how it feels now," You plunge the blade into your wrist and the world begins to slowly black out.

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why

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