Chapter 7 - Giving Up

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Ch.7

I didn't want to hear Lauren make up things about how nice I was or how wrong the haters were. I didn't want to be comforted. I couldn't take it anymore. I had struggled through my whole life and I had finally had enough. I picked myself up off the ground and stumbled into my bathroom.

I kneeled by the sterile bathtub and turned the cold water on full. I filled it up just shy of the brim and took a deep breath. I could do this. Slowly I stood up and straddled the bathtub wall. I took in a sharp intake of breath and squeezed my eyes shut. Without hesitation, I swung my other leg around and lay down in the ice cold water up to my chin.

The waters chilled fingers crept through my clothes and froze my skin. My chest contracted as I was finding it hard to breathe. I looked up at the ceiling as a tear rolled down my cheek. "I'm so sorry Liam, I'm so, so sorry." I subsided to the chill and slipped under the water.

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