I'm gonna come clean.
For the past week, I haven't been at my best. I've been carrying some emotional baggage for quite some time, but it recently paid its consequences.
I don't want to feel bad, I don't. Deep inside, I want to be happy. I've been tricking myself to put on a good attitude at my worst moments. I like to keep a healthy mindset, a positive one.
The worst of it all is that instead of directly facing my problems, I turned them into dark humor. I'm that type of person, I can't quite satisfy myself, I can't exactly change that part of myself.
I've been making a good attempt to keep myself up, to genuinely feel better. It's been working out, thankfully, but in little bits. It feels reassuring, though, that it has actually been working. I'm fortunate for that.
I'd personally like to thank those of you who've stuck around long enough. I'm not perfect, that's quite obvious, but I appreciate you all for taking the time to read my books.
This isn't the end, though. I've been writing and, as soon as I feel better and know that I do for a fact, I'll hopefully share it with you all.
I love you all and thank you so much for reading. I'll be back real soon. 💕
