(Song has some cussing but you should expect that if you read that I am using cussing now a few chapters before for dramatic stuff etc. ) tt
"Hi Mom just call me Val ok Carter knows my name." I say and her face was in complete shock.
"I thought you didn't like talking about it to people." She says worried.
"At dinner I have something to tell everyone other that that Carter is spending the night." I say.
"I said he could if his parents were fine with it and they were." My Dad says.
"Ok if they are ok with it." She says putting the bag on the counter.
After awhile dinner comes around and me and Carter sit next to each other. When my dad places down the dinner, home baked fried chicken good ole country style. (I was raised on a country diet and type life.) I then speak up.
"So about what I said I wanted to talk about." I say.
"Yes dear?" My mime says.
"I-I am gay and Carter is my boyfriend." I say and kiss Carter.
My brother and father do a spit-take and my mother smiles.
"I figured that out a while ago." My mother says, "You may be hard to read dear, but I knew when you mentioned your name not even Ashley knows."
I blush and Carter moves closer to me and slowly starts to eat.
"Dad you owe me twenty bucks." My brother says.
"What!" I exclaim.
"We bet on when you would get a partner and I said in a few years." My Dad says giving my brother a twenty.
Carter is bright red and dinner was just a conversation of what had just happened. After Carter finished he nuzzled into my chest. I pet his head after finishing. My mom kept asking questions about us.
"So how did you first meet?" My Mom says.
"Well when I he moved in obviously, but I was so nervous I forgot his name and we met again at school." I say.
"So have you done it yet." My Dad says smirking before getting slapped by my mom.
I turn red and Carter then gets up off my chest and walks away and plops on the couch. I put the our dishes and go over to Carter and sit next to him. He puts his head on my lap.
"I love you Fluffy Butt." Carter says making my heart stop.
My parents and brother stopped talking because they knew, but he didn't. I freeze for a second and tears come to my eyes. I start to see my past again. Carter looks at me worried.
"Are you ok V?" He says realizing not to say the name again.
I was silent and slowly curled into a ball.
"Not again." My mother says.
"What did I do?" Carter was worried.
"His aunt called him that before she died." She says.
I feel Carter hug me and scoot in closer making me uncurl my tail between my legs. Carter hugs me and gives me a kiss.
"It will be fine I am sorry just calm down V." Carter says with a worried tone.
"Valamer please calm down." my mom says.
I slowly start to feel better as Carter nuzzles me. I hold him feeling better. My dad and brother clean up dinner while my mom sits next to us and rubs my back.
"Thank you Carter, thank you Mom." I say holding Carter tighter.
About an hour later I take Carter up to my room and we sit down on my bed. I get up and grab my electric piano and play some keys. I start to play a song that I think Carter would like.
We always dreamed about this better life, this better life
We always thought we'd come in all along, yeah all along
We got the kiss, and walked through paradise, yeah paradise
Now let's go walking hand in hand
Come on baby we can hit the lights
Make the rooms go right
We can smash the floor, make the pop go raw
With a love this deep, we don't need no sleep
And it feels like we could do this all night
We could do this all night
Yeah everything is alright
We got the kiss, and walked through paradise, yeah paradise
It feels like, we could do this all night
Oh when the men under the summer skies, the summer skies
The seasons changed, our house will stay the same, yeah stay the same
We got that burning feeling, start a fire, start a fire
Giving a shout, let's make it hot
Come on baby we can hit the lights
Make the rooms go right
We can smash the floor, make the pop go raw
With a love this deep, we don't need no sleep
And it feels like we could do this all night
We could do this all night
Yeah everything is alright
We got the kiss, and walked through paradise, yeah paradise
It feels like, we could do this all night
Feels like, we could do this all night
All night, all night, all night, all night
Come on baby we can hit the lights
Make the rooms go right
We can smash the floor, make the pop go raw
With a love this deep, we don't need no sleep
And it feels like, we could do this all night
We could do this all night
We could do this all night
Yeah everything is alright
We got the kiss, and walked through paradise, yeah paradise
It feels like, we could do this all night.I finished the song 'All Night' by Icona Pop. I finish the song and it calms me down and Carter looks at me wide eyed.
"I feel like you are always surprised about my musical skill." I say smiling.
"Well I cannot play piano and your voice makes the piano version amazing." Carter says.
"Awww Pup I could teach piano you if you want or even something else if you want like painting." I say smiling.
I know a few of you had another thought for that last one I won't mention why I know probably because the story's I read because I don't know really. So far almost all my chapters have over 1000 words all together which is crazy my mind has been going crazy and if you are wonder about my journal entries people from furry Amino it will be a bit before another is out while I keep writing my mind for this book since I am writing chapters early so I have some to post when I cannot write one during the day because I am in Mary Poppens. I have been practicing because I want to make these kids happy. Well I am going to go practice my songs bye From Kias/Fire hums Jolly Holiday.
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