The Numbness I Felt

Chapter 12

Sorry about last chapter being shorter, but it is for a reason. Welp now I think it is good to mention that I have an odd love for writing and the stress relief is good enough for me and I am luck it is the weekend for me rn. I make a lot of chapters early because I write a lot and last chapter was made during my lunch and art period because I finished my project, but to the story.

The thing I saw was my aunt and I couldn't believe it. Carter actually sat up and held me tight because even he could see her. She had a bullet hole through her chest and I felt like I might just die. She looks at Carter as he is twitching and shaking a lot from the energy. The energy is overwhelming even for me and I could tell something was wrong.

"I love you Fluffy Butt." She says.

"Aunt Trinity." I say in surprise.

"You need to be careful I know what you have been doing and I want to remind you I want you to live the life I couldn't live." She says sadly.

"W-W-What is g-g-going on." Carter shutters while basically vibrating.

"Oh you don't know me Carter, but I know you you are my nephew's boyfriend and just so you know. Break his heart I might just haunt you." She jokes doing spooky fingers. (Idk What the hell is going on in my head tonight)

"Aunt Trinity stop and please tell me more." I say.

"Fine, if you stop cutting and starving yourself." She says glaring at me.

"What!" Carter exclaims looking at me with a face that says your fucked.

"Uhhhhhh. SHIT!" I curse.

"Valamer you need to stop for my sake and your boyfriend's too." My Aunt says.

"Trinity please if you have been watching you know I hate being called that now." I say.

"You need to accept your name Valamer." She says slightly annoyed.

"I have no use for that name, not after what happened." I say to her.

"You need to push past that, He is gone and you don't need to worry about him." She says glaring.

"I don't care Trinity you know what he did." I say in tears.

"Both of you stop!" Carter yells at us.

We looked at him and he may have been twitching and shaking, but he was annoyed.

"What now?" I question in tears.

"Just tell me about this and I have to side with your aunt for once," He says," and you both need to explain and Val you need to tell me more I care about you." He finishes.

"Fine if you can help me calm him down a bit." My Aunt states.

"I know what to do." Carter says as he hugs me and then kisses me on the muzzle.

"Carter please just understand when I say I had too." I say.

"No you don't you can fix the problem and I can help you get past this obstacle." He says looking me straight in the eyes.

"Fine, as long as you won't judge." I say.

"Why would I V?" He says.

"Ok when I was younger-" I start.

Flashback

I was at my uncles house. He was crazy and was horrible. I hide in a corner when I hear him yell.

"GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!"

I hide from him so I won't get hurt more. My parents left me here because my brother had something to do for the weekend.

"WHAT DID I FUCKING SAY!" He says closer.

I managed to hide under the bed which was hard but also block my view and his with stuff under the bed. I then heard a loud shattering as I take out my phone and record what is happening.

"COME OUT YOU BITCH BEFORE I USE THIS TO CUT OUT YOUR HEART!" He yells.

I whimpered quietly enough for him not to hear. And then I hear him come into the room.

"IF YOUR IN HERE COME OUT BEFORE I FIND YOU AND KILL YOU LIKE YOU DID MY WIFE!" He yelled

I stayed silent knowing it wasn't me, but he blamed me for everything. I then hear him leave the room and I shiver.

"YOU ARE THE REASON SOMEONE MURDERED HER BITCH GET OVER HERE NOW!" He yells.

My phone then buzzed from my mom and thank god it was on vibrate so I answered and didn't answer her when she said hello.

"WHERE ARE YOU VALAMER I AM TIRED OF YOU HIDING SO GET HERE NOW BEFORE YOU BECOME LIKE MY WIFE!" He yells.

My mom sounded distressed when I put my headphones in so he couldn't hear her.

"Hun call the police we need to get home soon." My Mom says and then hangs up.

After a few minutes sirens are heard and I managed to get free after I heard the police check the room and under the bed. My uncle was arrested after that and when I heard the recording he was convicted and sentenced to jail for child abuse. My parents where happy to see me alright and ever since them I had them call me Val, but a few days later we got a call he committed suicide in jail.

Flashback

I finished and my aunt had started to cry somehow.

"I never knew that happened," Carter said hugging me, "I promise I will do my best to protect you."

"Thanks Pup." I say smiling a bit.

"You know what Valamer I think you can pass that now it has been years." My Aunt says.

"I guess I can try to with some help." I say.

"Good now I need to go goodbye you two." My Aunt says before leaving.

After that I hug Carter and lay my head on his chest a cry into it.

"Let all of it out babe." Carter says rubbing my back.

I sob into his chest for a good while while he rubs my back. He kisses my forehead when I look up. He smiles and makes me feel better.

"I don't know what I would have done without you Pup." I say smiling.

"You wouldn't be able to have this." He says kissing me.

We kiss for a few seconds and then when we break apart he hugs me and nuzzles his head into my neck.

"So you like my neck don't you." I say.

"It is comfy." He says.

"Ok whatever you say." I say carrying me to my room.

"I love you so much babe." He says before I place him on the bed.

I smile at him before grabbing clothes for bed when he grabs me by the waist band and pulls me to him.

"Who said we had to sleep now." He says smirking.

Ok I am going to say this truthfully I actually think I should go to bed or at least eat since I haven't eaten today and am living on caffeine, so I think I might have a bit of a problem I don't remember my sisters birthday or name at this point or the day. I am going to get sleep bye guys. Kias/Fire.