(So in this one, the reader is also going to be suicidal because i have another request for a ralsei X depressed!Reader so i'm gonna change it up!)
(Hhh sorry if you don't like it its gonna be angsty then fluffy!)
(Requested by JhosenetteNavarro.)
You were currently talking to Ralsei. You were very uncomfortable while doing so, you seem to get like that when you feel like you need to harm yourself. "I-I'll be right back!" You said, standing up and running off quickly. You ran into a near by closet, pulling out your knife that you almost never used in battle. You quickly rolled up your sleeve, dragging the blade across your wrist, careful not to cut too deep. You sighed in relief. You felt this way whenever you were around Ralsei, you had no idea why, it just happened. You heard the door open. Shit. You forgot to lock the door. You turned around with your arms behind your back. It was Ralsei. "O-oh! H-Hey Ralsei!" You said nervously. "What are you doing in a closet, (Y/N)?" He said, tilting his head to the side. "I-I was just...u-uh...looking for..." you stuttered. Ralsei stepped closer to you, curious, but now worried. "W-what?" You started tearing up. He grabbed your arms gently, gasping when he saw the bleeding lines on your wrist, along with scars. "(Y/N)...why? Why didnt you tell me..." he said, he looked up at you. You were shaking, you didn't know how to tell him that you felt it around him. "I-I...it happens...i-i feel like i should...w-when you're around..." you said sadly. He let go of your arms. "M-me...? I-Its my fault...?" He asked, now he was about to cry. "N-no!" You yelled. "I-I just get this...feeling. my heart hurts whenever i hear your voice...i-i just want to be near you...b-but then i think 'he doesnt feel the same thing.' And i...do this." You couldnt believe you basically just confessed to liking him. He blushed. "(Y/N)...i-i had no idea you-" he stopped in the middle of his sentence. "I like you too...(Y/N)." He finished. You looked surprised, but you started tearing up more. He took your arms again. "Please stop....for me...please." he pleaded. You nodded, staring at your arms, which you had never really done before. Suddenly, this all hurt. Just a little. Bit. More.
(Wow okay. I hated this. But i wouldve hated myself more if i hadnt finished this today. I'm trying, i swear.)
