(This isn't deltarune so if you don't want to, you don't have to read it, i just really don't have any other book to write this in and no other people who care haha..this will just be about me trying to forgive my ex, as i recently found out she had cheated on me...with 4 guys. So,, yeah.)
Hope I'm not tired of rebuilding
'Cause this might take a little more
I think I'd like to try
Look at you
And feel the way I did before
I stared at my phone blankly, reading over the texts from me and my ex-girlfriend. I didn't care back then, i had been losing feelings anyway. But then my friend told me she had been cheating. "Steph!" (Haha my real name) I heard a voice come from behind me, followed by a hug. I knew who it was. I pushed her off of me and stood up, walking away. She followed. "Steph, whats wrong?" She asked, walking beside me. "Don't talk to me." I said, walking faster. On the inside, i felt bad for being so rude, but on the outside, i had to seem mad.
Oh, our fire died last winter
All of the shouting blew it up
You know I could live without or with you
But I might like having you about
She grabbed my shoulder, turning me around. "Steph, what the fuck." She said angrily. "Shut up. You cheated on me, so this is what you get. And when i said we could be friends in the texts, that was before i knew. So fuck off." I said, venom dripping off every word. I really did feel bad, but she deserved this.
Yes, these new walls are pretty hard to crack
And it might take a while
Until I trust you on the tackle
I apologize but it was only self defense
Running away just made sense
"Sorry." I mumbled, turning around to walk way. I heared her start to sob. I felt even more guilt grow inside of me until i just stopped, i looked behind me to see her still sobbing. I sighed. Turning around and walking back.
But here I am with arms unfolding
I guess it isn‘t quite the end
And though i knew i shouldn't forgive her, that i should hate her, i opened my arms, and hugged her. "Oh, partner in crime, I'm going to try, To fall in love with you, Again"
(Short but...sweet? Yeah i don't really forgive her. Its just to cope.)
