Picture Perfect [Jincentric]

Day 30

Seokjin stayed home today.

"I'm sick."

And yeah, it might be because​ they hated him, or how well he act​s, or the fact that he had never skipped even when he​'s sick.

He waved them off with a smile, and the moment everyone left, he plopped himself on the living room couch. He laid there for an hour.

Thinking.

And then he got up, and he set to clean.
He went into everyone'​s rooms, starting from the youngest's.

He feels like crying, and his throat is dry and constricting-
He misses them already.

And he's scared.

But he has to do it.

Seokjin, though, made the decision of going around the entire dorm and he started clean​ing.

And it was evening when be began cooking.

Everyone's favourite foods. He recall​ed the smiles and praises everyone gave him when he cooked for them.

Before all of this.

A sense of nostalgia, emptiness and an abundance of other feelings flood his system as he lays on his bed.

He opens his second drawer, hand brushing over the wooden surface.

With a glance at Yoongi's bed, he sighs.
"You'll have to sleep alone now, huh, Yoongi?"

A tear escapes, and another.
And he releases a shaky breath.

And the pills are emptied into him.