The Ghost Of You

Falling

Lauren's Pov

We walked around the whole school but we found no more clues.

"I'm tired let's just continue tomorrow" I said sitting on the ground.

"Okay.. I'm sorry" Camila said taking a seat beside me.

"Why are you saying sorry?" I asked smiling at her

"You're tired because of me" She muttered and I laughed.

"Babe I'm always tired" I said smiling at her. Her cheeks were turning red.

"Do ghosts blush?" I asked and she looked away.

"No.." She said standing up. "Let's go home" Camila said offering her hand to help me up.

"Really Camz?" I said and she shook her head.

"Oh right..uhh..sorry.. " Camila giggles.

"Its good that you still think you're alive" I said and she smiled

So pretty

....

We were sitting on the roof figuring out our next move.

"So..it's good that you used to go in my school..and you remembered me, Selena, and your mom. That's what we got so far" I said reading my notes on my black notebook.

"Camz huh?" Camila said smiling at the ground.

She's blushing

"Oh yeah.. Camila is just too long for me. You don't like it?" I said looking at her but her eyes are still on the ground.

"No.. I like it.. I don't remember anyone calling me Camz so maybe your the first one to come up with that nickname" She said smiling at me and I smiled back.

So cute

"Then I shall call you Camz from now on" I said and she giggled.

"So what's my nickname?" I asked and she looked at me.

"Lo..Lolo..I've thought about it. It suits you" Camila said and I nodded.

"I like it.. it's cute..You're also the first person who gave me that nickname" I said and she smiled.

"So... Camz and Lolo.." She said and I nodded.

Camila's Pov

Lauren may be a bitch sometimes but deep down she's really sweet.

"So..you remembered Selena and maybe she knows you. We'll ask her tomorrow then we'll go to the office and ask for your personal files" Lauren said and I nodded.

Wow she's sweet and smart

"Maybe you and Selena..." Lauren said wiggling her brows and my eyes widen.

"Holy shit.. maybe I'm the school's slut!" I said and she laughed.

"If you're the school's slut.. I would've fucked you already" Lauren said and I laughed.

"Maybe you're not my type" I said and she smirked.

"I'm everyone's type" Lauren said smirking at me.

Cute

"Don't flirt with me Jauregui" I said and she giggled.

"Not working?" She asked and I shook my head no.

Definitely working

"I'm cold.. let's get inside" She said standing up and I followed her.

She went in the bathroom to do her night routine while I lay on her bed.

"Okay I have this idea.." Lauren said walking inside her room.

"What?" I asked and she smiled.

"Have you tried sleeping?" She asked and I shook my head no.

"I'm never tired and sleepy" I said and she nodded.

"Just try sleeping with me.." Lauren said and I raised my eyebrow while looking at her.

"No..no.. not like that..I mean try to sleep beside me" She said and I laughed.

"I know what you mean" I said giggling.

"So you'll try?" Lauren asked and I nodded.

"Good..It's better than just watching me sleep" she said getting in the bed and turning off the lights.

"Just wake me up if something's wrong" Lauren said and I nodded.

"You're sweet when you're not being an ass" I said and she giggled.

"I'm an ass if you're being an ass" She said making me laugh.

"I miss being alive" I sighed

"I wish I met you when you were still alive" Lauren said

I was dead but why do I still feel my heart beating out of my chest when she said those words.

"Everyone always say that I'm dead inside" Lauren said and I faced her.

"They just don't know the real you"  I said and she shook her head no while staring at the ceiling.

Her side profile is perfection..
Maybe I'm gay when I was alive..

"I just..can't uhh feel" Lauren said she looks so fragile right now. So....vulnerable.

"Feel what?" I asked and she faced me. Now were laying on the bed face to face.

"I tried to feel something so I went out with Lucy.. but nothing changed. I tried to love her I really do..but nothing. I went out with all those girls because I uhmm I was  trying to feel something" Lauren said and I smiled at her.

"Love?" I asked and she nodded.

"I love my family..I do.. but I was looking for a different kind of love, you know?" She said and I nodded.

"You'll find what you're looking for..the best kind of love is always worth the wait" I said smiling at her.

She smiled back at me and she looks so pretty when the moon is lighting up her face.

I caressed her cheek knowing that it'll just go through but I did it anyway.

"Cold" she whispered

"I'm sorry" I said pulling my hand back.

"No.. I like it" She whispered and I smiled.

"Good night Lo"

"Sweet dreams Camz"

.....

She doesn't like me back