I was sitting on the passenger seat while Lauren drives the car on the way to Shawn's. I was looking at the window thinking about what happened last night. I know that I already forgave her but I can't help feeling upset when I think about her and Selena in her room.
That bitch
"You okay?" Lauren asked with her eyes on the road.
"I'm fine" I said softly still staring out the window.
"You don't seem fine...what are you thinking?"
"Nothing.. it's just...."
"It's about last night, right?" Lauren said and I nodded.
"I'm so sorry Camz.. I really am. Selena was drunk and high and I've never seen her like that. She doesn't do drugs. It's not like her.. I don't know what's going on with her" Lauren said like she's worried about her.
"I trust you Lauren.. I know that you didn't want it but it still.....hurts" My eyes looked down on my hands holding back the tears.
God..why am I such a cry baby.
"I am sorry baby..." Lauren's words came out softly and I knew that she meant it.
"It's fine babe... let's just forget about it" I said and she nodded.
"I would never hurt you intentionally Camz. I love you..you know that right?" Lauren said and I nodded my head while smiling at her.
"You're all that I want. And I'm angry at myself too...for hurting you. I didn't mean it. I'm so sorry..." Lauren's voice cracked and I know that she's holding back a sob.
"I wish I could hold your hand" I whispered.
"I wish I could hold you" She whispered back with her green eyes looking at my brown ones.
I smiled softly at her "sorry for bringing it up again"
"I'm sorry it happened" She said
We pulled up at a small house and Lauren double checked the address.
"That's his house" She said and I nodded.
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"Ready?" She asked and I nodded
I love this house
It's weird that I'm meeting my boyfriend with my girlfriend. Shawn and I never broke up and I didn't know if he's still my boyfriend or he's my ex.
Lauren knocked on the door and I can feel my hands shake.
The door opened and a woman came into sight.
"Karen" I whispered
"Hi.. I'm Lauren uhmm is Shawn home?" Lauren asked smiling at the woman which she reciprocated.
