Cameo | LeoBin (VIXX) | ENG

Prologue - Against a Wall

« And N, slowly approaching him, in a sleek gesture, the desire exulting through his skin, said these words :

- Hongbin ... Don't you think it's time to stop playing games ?

As a wild beast, with precision, he slid his hand down to his abdomen, to the coveted thing, felt against his fingers with the roughness of the jean, and finally reached the hard member.

- Aaah N-hyung... Don't do that here ... You know that ... Huuuummm !

Hongbin never had the possibility to finish his sentence. Feeling the contact of the hot fingers of his lover, on his sensible member, had grasped all his being. N was like this. Dominant, bestial, he has control, lead while being the origin of each of the least chills of pleasure on '' his prey ''. I'm chained up to him ... I'm chained up, chained up.

- Oppa...

-You want more, don't you ? Just wait a minute ...

N takes a condom from the back pocket of his jean. As a playboy, he was posing, in his branded skinny shirt, licking his lips, the condom in the main like the Holy Grail, in front of panting Hongbin and greedy for physical contact ... He approached the packaging to his mouth and rip it then ...».

I slammed the screen of my laptop, and swinged it on my white sofa. A little angry, I stood up from my chair, and he passed my hands through my hair and left them behind my head, arms arched, frowned eyebrows, half angry, half empty and a little excited too. Well, the thing between my legs especially, not really me. Around me the room is all ivory : white walls, white sofa, white table and chairs, white lily flowers. Then in the middle, there's me, my arms still arched on my head. Me, Leo, a VIXX member, in an umpteenth boysband. Me, all dressed in ebony : skinny leather jean, branded top with long sleeves, in "roman toga" style and of course, my indispensables barocco black and silver rings. I'm 26 years old, I am the main singer of my group, and one time again, I lose my time by reading yaoi fanfictions invented by our fans ... All those ships, goodness ... Hongbin and N, me and Ravi, Hongbin and Ken ... It's so stupid. Why did they have to inevitably imagine hot sexual moments ? Why a dominant and a dominated ? Why always the same tragic outcomes ? Reality it isn't like that. We are people like everyone else. That's true, we live between men, and it's hard for us to have girlfriends; but problems in our hearts are the same. The problems of our hearts and ... of our bodies.

So I'm gonna tell you the reality, well, MY reality precisely ... I perfectly know that I am actually alone in my room, with no one to talk to, but as much to remember those memories as a story. Not dating since yesterday to tell the truth, this memory is somewhat old and somewhat far... By far mean geographically. But let's start things in order, because sometimes everything starts against a wall ...