We penetrate the thoughts of Leo who speaks directly to the reader and tells us the memory of an intimate moment that he lived with Hongbin, who has touched him deeply.
1 - At the origin and for along time, the name of this fanfiction was 'Against a Wall'
2 - I have reversed thechapters 9 and 10 because I like it more like this
3 - I didn't though thatthis fanfiction will be so big (50 pages)
4 - A english friend of methat had helped me to translate the first chapters, and who hadstudied french language too, had never listen the french expression'frais comme un gardon' (chapter 4) and she was convinced that I havemade a mistake while writing until I explain the expression to her.She was very surprise. A 'gardon' is a fish, so the expression meansthat you're perrenial, fresh and full of energy as a fish. She thoughof 'garçon' = boy and not 'gardon' haha
5 - At start, it should nothave this much of chapters. I have create the story to have only 3big psychologic phases, with an independant number of pages betweeneach of them. I had to adapt it to the WattPadd format and cut it inshorter chapters.
6 – Wholly, thisfanfiction has been written during 3 years and 7 months (but withwhole months without work on it of course haha)
7 - To me it was the startof a big project : the first time I have write that amount of pagesby myself and when I extend and change a story in a unexpected way.It gives me a lot of experience and I am so glad to have finishedwell this project ! I am strongly motivated to started the other oneshehe (#waitforit)
8 - I written 3 chaptersduring my master intership (including during my work time :') )
9 - The chapter 11 is veryparticular, it's clearly the one who took me the most of time towrite. Whole days and full hours of researches... I had to create atimeline of the music show only for this chapter. To show everything,my folder only for it was looking like that :
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10 - Toujours concernant cechapitre 11 si particulier, et bien je tenais à y mettre certaineschoses précises. Ce sont mes vraies impressions, les choses que j'ainotées durant le concert où je les ai vus (à Paris, 2016), ainsique mes réflexions de l'époque
11 - I written the chapter12 and the epilogue in a raw, the 18th of November 2019,between 9am and 1:30pm without any break
12 - I had a lot ofdifficulties to find illustration pictures of the chapter 12 and theepilogue -like, A LOT xD-
13 - I didn't exactly knewof I was ended the epilogue, I have really created it on the moment
14 - YES, I have includesome fanservice because readers ask me, but it wasn't planned. In thekitchen scene, they just should have a short pure kiss, not that deepand hot kiss. Well, I admit that I was fangirling too while writtingit xD
Thank you again to havefollow me in this adventure !
