Me and my SIX older BROTHERS!

The one with the cheering

I woke up laying in bed with Dylan. His arm was wrapped around my waist so i very lightly pushed him over.  slipped out of the bed and saw that i wasn't wearing pants or a shirt, and my bra was barely on. i grabbed my clothes and threw them on. i kissed dylan's temple while he slept and walked out of his room. i went to the front door and saw Dani watching cartoons in the living room. "Good morning." i say to her. "Morning. is Dylan up yet?" she asks. "Not yet why?" "Cause im hungry." she says and looks back to the tv. "Ill go wake him up then." i say and run up the stairs. 

I go back to his room and start rubbing his arm. "Dylan, wake up." i say. "What time is it?" he asks sitting up. "6:30" i say and he flops back down on the bed. "I have to go." i say. "Then go, love you bye." he says half asleep. "Your sisters down stairs and shes hungry." i say and walk out of the house. 

I made it to my house and saw all my brothers still sleeping in their same spots. i got back into mine and fell back asleep. 

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"Callie wake up." someone says tapping my shoulder. I open my eyes and see Drew. "What?" i say. "Someones at the door for you." he says. "Who?" i ask. "I dont know." i walk to the door and see Lily. Lily is my oldest enemy. shes made my life a living hell, all because in the second grade i didnt give her my sweater when she peed her pants. "What do you want lily?" i say. "Wow you look terrible when you wake up." she says. "Oh no, lily your pants are white, thats such a plain color! oh wait, its fine they will be yellow soon." i say smiling. "Look Callie, i know youve had a hard few months, so im here to try to be your friend. Also i wanted to offer you a spot on the cheer team, the ravens." she says. 

"You came to my house to offer my a spot on the cheer team?" i ask. "Yes. We've had our problems but clearly you need some friends not any enemy's. If you'll let me, i want to make it up to you, you know ruining your life." "You didnt." i say. "I know that you want to be strong callie but i did and im sorry. So will you join the ravens?" she says. 

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"You joined the cheer leading team!" "Yes!" i yell. "That's amazing im so proud of you!" Dylan yells though the phone. "Well your on the football team, so it would only make since that im on the cheer team." i say. we both laugh. "So." he says. "So." i say. "How was your night?" he asks. "It was great." i say. "How was yours?" "I mean it could have been better." he says and my heart drops. "Oh." i say. "Babe im totally kidding. my night was perfect." he says.  "You asshole!" i yell. "You scared the hell out of me!" "No but seriously only one thing could have made it better." he says. "And whats that?" i ask. "I just wish your brothers were cool, so you could have stayed." he says. "Me too." i say. 

after talking for like three hours he had to go. "You finally off the phone?" Carson asks. "Yes im off of it." i say. "That was Dylan." he asks. "Yeah." i say getting uncomfortable knowing that none  of my brothers like him. "You really like him dont you?" he asks. "I love him car." i say. "I've never felt this way about anybody before, not even Anthony. Dylan's perfect, he loves me." i say. "Cal i know we give you a hard time but as long as your happy we are too, we just want to keep you safe, and now with mom and dad gone we really have to, for them and you." he says and kisses my head. 

for the first time in a long time i thought about my parents. mostly mom. she was so funny, and just so sweet. she always made sure i was happy, and healthy. but shes dead. they are both dead and im not. maybe when i die ill be with my mom again. Wait, i could see my mom tomorrow if i really wanted to. 

i know that sounds crazy and like im going to kill myself but im not. im just saying, people feel better knowing they have control over something and this is mine. 

i walk downstairs and see river and miles smoking through the window. i walk outside and sit with them. "Hey cal." river say. "Hey guys." i say. we sit out ther talking about random dumb things for awhile and then. "i have to tell you guys something." i say getting their attention.