Accepting Affection

Part 29

They both get changed and get ready to lay down. V gets in the bed first, followed by Jungkook. The lay facing each other, feeling surprisingly comfortable. Jungkook takes this as an opportunity to ask another question.

"So uh V, I know this is probably weird or whatever, but would you wanna go see an actual movie this weekend? With me?"

V smiles and agrees to go. He's glad he's making friends, and he is starting to like Jungkook. He finds Jungkook to be very attractive. But he can't help but feel like he should still be careful.

Almost instantly, V falls asleep. He's holding onto his pillow, and Jungkook watches him for a bit. Jungkook falls asleep soon after.

He wakes up during the night and notices that V had ahold of him. Just like he said he would probably do. But it felt nice. He's had Hobi sleep in his bed many times, but this has never happened. He was comfortable. He felt safe.

Morning came and V woke up, next to a still sleeping Jungkook. He was smiling, but felt odd still. He hadn't been in a bed with anyone since his ex.

V's ex was very controlling. V couldn't do anything, go anywhere, or even talk to anyone without his ex there. His ex was very abusive in more ways than one. He would hit V. Sometimes for no real reason. He would talk down to him and make him feel worthless and small. V got the courage to leave, which ended with him enrolling in college back home. Here.

V swore to himself if he ever met anyone again, he'd never let himself get treated the way his ex treated him. V shook these thoughts out of his head.

He went back to focusing on Jungkook sleeping. He felt good. Safe. Comfortable. He was getting a familiar warm feeling in his chest. His heart began to beat fast. He felt confused though. But he brushed it off. Jungkook sifted and moved closer to him. V let himself relax and matched his breathing with Jungkooks.