The Nightmare Outside My Window

T H I R T Y - N I N E

{ Michael }

I watch as Harlow breath in and out of pain trying to push out Jr. He must be a big ass baby for her to use all of her strength to push.

"Push momma, you got this"the nurse said rubbing her head. I should be right there. But she didn't want me to touch her. Like I care. All I care about is this baby coming out healthy and fine.

"One big push and all this will be over with"the nurse said. Finally she gave one big push and that's when I heard it. My baby boy little cries. "It's a boy"

The nurses quickly cleaned him up and gave him to Harlow. She held him while smiling from ear to ear. "Hey my baby boy. Mommy couldn't wait to see you"he stop all his cries.

Harlow held him for 3 minutes till she became tired. They wanted to check his weight and health before I could hold him.

I walked out the room going to the waiting room where Harlow family was at. "Is she alright?"--" Where's the baby?"

"The baby fine. And she's fine as well"I smiled. "They took him to this little room where he can get cleaned up"I said.

I sat down in a chair thinking about what I did a month ago. I should of never killed Cherie. But she ask for it.

{Later}

I woke up out my sleep in the waiting room looking for the family.  They must of left. I got up from the chair and made my way back to the room where Harlow was.

"Sir, she isn't in there"one of the nurses said.

"Where she at?"I ask.

"They moved her down the hall"she said and walked away. I went down the hall looking for Harlow room.

"Are you looking for Harlow?"someone said behind me.

"Yeah"

"She's in room 1138"the nurse said. I quickly went to the room seeing my baby boy and Harlow sleep. Both my babies are sleep.

I made my way to Harlow hospital bed getting in with her. "What are you doing Michael?"

"Shhhh, the baby is sleep"I said.

"Where were you?"Harlow ask.

"Seems like your family don't like me cause they didn't wake me up to see you"

"It's my mom and raja who don't like you"Harlow said.

"For what? I didn't do nothing to them"I said.

"I guess it's your attitude and how the way you talk to me"Harlow said. "Michael, I'm tired"

"Go to sleep"I said. She laid her head on my shoulder and fall asleep.