School wasn't that bad today. I was late so I started school at second period. I guess that was fun. Like I said I guess.
Dakota got a new girlfriend today. Her name is Annette. She is one of my gay buds. Me and Annette have known each other since primary and we are still very close.
Sometimes out of random me and Annette act all gay and shit because why the fuck not? But she never does anything anymore because she is dating someone.
Dakota gave me a necklace today. It is beautiful. At the end of this chapter I'll be nice and give you a picture. :)
I had the urge to kill myself today. It wasn't fun. My friend, Samuel, was all depressed and just before that I was reading depression quotes. So I figured it was because of me. I thought "I'm such a bad person. He's upset because of me. I just deserve to rot in a god forsaken hole and be set on fire."
I use the word god a lot even though I'm an atheist. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, honestly.
Well that's all for today. Talk next time! •Alyssa•
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