let's pretend we're numb

1.2 summer gets a call and Myra breaks up with Daniel

I woke up and it was 9:53 pm I checked my notifications my mom called I got up and went downstairs and saw kiari and my momma talking I said hey to my momma and went in the kitchen because she told me there was taco bell I opened up the box to see 30 taco's and a power burrito with extra sauce and my mom told me all of them where for me bitch I was gonna be grubbing I thanked her and then walked upstairs with my taco bell my Doritos and mountain dew and went to my room I sat down and began eating when I got a call I answered it "hello" I said "hey" I heard a raspy voice say and I knew it was jahseh I smiled "what you doing" I said "nothing I guess" he said I nodded "what about you" he said yawning "nothing eating taco bell like usual" I said and he laughed I don't know why I was serious we talked for a few hours yes hours and then we stopped talking and laughing and we laid back and talked more serious "what i...if life, as we know it is all a...a dream" jahseh, said "uh I would want to wake up" I said in all seriousness "why" he said "because of the hell everybody goes thru and I just want an end to the pain" I said he sighed and we just sat in silence until I heard light snores they were soothing I didn't mean to but I slowly fell asleep on the phone with jahseh

time skip biatch

I woke up to my alarm I quickly jumped up to see I was no longer on the phone with jahseh (lol I find it funny how I am writing this and on the phone with my friend Myra and she is sleeping cool you don't care)

I got up and saw the time 2:12 am why did my alarm go off I set it to 5:00 am because I was tired today but soon realized it was Saturday wow I laid down and texted Myra she texted right away

summers🌤🌤🌝: hey wanna come over

bae🤞💋💍: yes otw with snacks

summers🌤🌤🌝: ok cool see you in a sec

bae🤞💋💍: 👍

end of messages

I closed my eyes and fell asleep I then woke up to something heavy on the other side of my bed and ruffling like chips I opened my eyes and there Myra was letting out a big bag of snacks I closed my eyes back and fell asleep again when I woke up it was only 11:11 I got up and saw Myra sitting down in my desk chair playing what looks like fortnite I chuckled and got a bag of chips and ate them I heard my name being called downstairs I ran down the stairs to see my momma at the door and jahseh in the doorway she winked at me then walked away I hugged him "why are you here" I said "I can't come to a friends house" he asked I furrowed my eyebrows and tilted my head "ok fine I saw that Myra brought snacks and I came to join the fun" he admitted I laugh and walked up the stairs Myra was still playing fortnite "fuckkkk" she yelled and she threw the controller down "hey don't throw my baby" I said picking up my controller she snatched it out of my hand I rolled my eyes I sat down on the bed and jahseh sat down to we talked for a while "so im gonna go take a shower text your friends talk to Myra an-" I begin but Myras dumb ass cut me off "so help me boy if you even say one word to me I will rip your throat out and feed it to my DOGS" she yelled still playing the game he nodded and got up "where you going" I said "downstairs your mom fine as fuck" he said and I grabbed his arm "first of all eww second of all if you do I will fucking kill you so sit your ugly troll ass down ok" I said when it comes to my mom I don't play he pouted then sat down I walked to my bathroom and then remembered I needed clothes I walked back out then got them and walked back in the bathroom and showered after I brushed my teeth moisturized my face the usual and then got dressed and put my hair back with a little hair wrap

I walked out and sat down on my bed then got on Instagram "whats your insta" I said he took my phone and I looked at him with the *bitch wat* face and he handed me my phone back heroin father followed I scrolled on insta for a while until I heard a knock on my bedroom door I got up and opened it I saw my main bitch (surprise surprise Cinthia is in this story cause I said so) Cinthia I hugged her and she didn't hug back I let go and studied her face I then looked back at jahseh who was looking down and tapping his foot I scratched the side of my head "uh sooo uh uh uh uh uh sooo wait for- hold on uhhhhhhhhh" I said really confused "well I gotta go my mom just texted me to bring my ass home so I will see you at school" Jahseh said "nigga you don't live with your mom sit down and explain what is going on" I said he sat down and sighed "well me and jahseh have a history" cinthia said I nodded and Myra screamed I looked at her "bitch" I yelled "WHATCH YO MOUTH" I heard my mom yell from downstairs "sorry mommy" I said back "bitch" I whisper yelled she began crying "Oh shit she on her period and thats where I leave" jahseh said "sit down" I said he quickly sat down "what's wrong" I said trying to calm her down "he......he......dumped me for that rat" she said "wait hold on what" I said "Daniel dumped me for that ugly rat shia" she said I was shocked I took out my phone and called up my shooter (keya) and she told me she was on the way I took off my scarf and then tied my hair in a bun because bitches like to pull hair I heard a call pull up I walked downstairs and opened the door and keya had joseph with her "Hey joseph" I said he nodded

I walked back into my house and she followed we walked upstairs and keya sat down and pulled out her gun and pointed it to the air "who we shooting" she said "woah there" jahseh said she pointed it at him "bop bop bop" she said "woah there whew chile chill there we not shooting nobody what we doing is fighting" I said jahseh laughed "you can't fight with yo bony ass" he said "shut up with yo 5.toddler ass" I said he got up "sit down shorty" keya said he sat down for some reason he acted like we were demanding I don't know this nigga looked like he was thug keya put her gun up I don't know why she keeps it she acting like I don't live in a first-class neighborhood I got up and so did everybody else we walked downstairs to see my mom and kiari making it out "oh shit yall need a room thats what I do when I give the girls this young dagger dick" jahseh said I smacked him upside the head "shut up boy" I said my mom and kiari stopped my mom fixed herself and jahseh just looked at her "boi I swear to god if you don't fucking stop staring at my momma imma punch you in yo nuts so you won't be able to give the girls the young dagger dick with yo ugly ass" I said forgeting my mom was there she begin laughing she sounded like a damn windex bottle spray spray spray "well I gotta go momma I love you" I said and then walked out I got in jahsehs car and so did keya myra and joseph and jahseh got in and we begin the drive to that ugly hoes house once we got there they all got out including me I went to her door and knocked daniel answered he looked scared "wheres your thot" I said he moved out of the way and there was shia I rolled my eyes she does look like a rat "what does your ugly ass want" she said "bitch de fuck" I said "well apparently your ugly ass friend wasn't pleasing him so I had to step i-" she begin but I punched her right in the mouth she fell back hitting her head on the floor of her house I got ontop of her and she hit me and pulled my hair but I just kept sending blows to her face and I heard ohs and shit from jahseh and keya and myra but I just kept going I let out all my anger on her face until I felt somebody pick me up and josephs voice "ok thats enough" he said pulling me off of her and kinda picking me up I spit on her and joseph just pulled me back farther I looked at her oof she gonna need stitches on her eyelid she sent one blow to my lip and one to my cheek leaving a deep ass cut she also hit my eye making me have a blck eye and my face was just fucked up and bloody once joseph got me in the car he tried calming me down with breathing but nothing really helped unless it was my mom kiari or myra myra moved him out of the way and held my hand and told me to take deep breaths she begin laughing "you kicked ass" she said I was still mad she stopped laughing once I was kinda calmed down we started driving home I just stayed quiet once we got home I walked in the house my mom and kiari still were making out "did you not hear us the first time get a room" I yelled walking upstairs jahseh myra cinthia keya and joseph chased after me I sat on my bed and then they came in jahseh looked at my face and took my hand and walked me to the bathroom he looked through my cabinet and found cotton balls and peroxide "your not putting that on my face" I said leaning back "shut up" he said I sighed and he came back over to me and lifted up my chin and began dabbing the cut on my chin I winced at the pain he studied my face and then continued to dab my cuts with the cotton ball once he was finished he went out to his car im guessing and came back with bandages like the little small ones with the white lines in them he put one on my eye brow where the cut was and one on my chin he put the bandages on the counter and studied my face I was suprised when he leaned in and kissed me I kissed back I pulled back realizing what I just did kinda embarassed I looked away and he did too I bit my lip "well" I said he nodded and opened the door and I got up and walked out myra looked at me and smiled I shook my head and sat downand sighed what did I just do

ok guys sorry for the delay I have been busy with school and testing you know but I will update again tho because its what 4:18 am and i am up also x's "baby momma" I kinda feel its really disrespectful to call her baby momma when she was more to x so if you would like change it up like girlfriend or bae or boo or whatever that would be more respectful and one more thing I would like to talk about is Hania Aguilar I wanted to say rip and she is in a better place now