let's pretend we're numb

26.4 walking and trips back to Mexico

it's been about 3 to 2 weeks since Kim's first therapy session we have been going 5 days out of 7 he's been doing good he can't walk without the rails or someone holding his back but he's doing better we were getting ready to go to his therapy session I sighed strapping my seat belt and Kim's

"you ready niggers" Ski said we all nodded we drove there laughing and playing around once we got there we stopped fucking around and we went in and started I held his back while Jah stayed beside him to make sure he doesn't fall 

"Do you wanna do it by yourself?" I said he nodded I smiled and let him go he gripped the railing harder Jah let go and so did ski He slowly moved forward he jerked forward but I quickly grabbed him he let go of the railing as I slowly let him go he walked foward off the railing slowly I smiled as he did it tears formed in my eyes I wiped them as he smiled turning toward me 

"Im gonna go to the bathroom," I said pulling up my pants everyone nodded I went to the bathroom I didn't use it but I tried to walk out but the door wouldn't open I pursed my lips and knocked on the door

"how do you lock me in from the outside," I said

"hold on you impatient woman" Jenesis yelled I rolled my eyes and waited they unlocked the door I opened it to see Kim standing there Jahseh stayed close to him to make sure he didn't fall I smiled

"you all are ugly," I said rolling my eyes

"but you love us," Ski said I puffed my cheeks 

"well that's cool let's leave," Jenesis said

"yeah let's go," I said we packed up our stuff then we left Kim walked with a walked to the car by himself which made me smile we got in the car and left to go home we were playing in the car

"yea Im an LA girl you know let's make a youtube channel sisters," I said in a perky voice laughing

"you should make one" Jenesis said making me laugh

"about what let's do makeup yeah," I said emphasizing the yeah

"you should beauty guru" Nathan chimed in I rolled my eyes

"ok I'll think about it Damn," I said

"but Im not promising cause Im broke," I said

"literally not but ok," Nathan said we stopped to get more snacks then went home and my mom was cooking

"hola mami que estas cocinando {hi mami what you cooking}" I said 

(ok so most of this Spanish Is my knowledge of Spanish but Im not very good at English nor Spanish lol it sounds bad but I have Grammarly soo a bitch is backed up and you may ask why am I not good at English.... because Im a stupid ass bitch no jk because im just really slow and I can't fucking read peace)

"Elote, mole y tamales {there is no way to say these in English}" she said I smiled

"es una Perra fiesta {it's a party bitch}" I yelled my mom laughed 

"when's Hennessy coming back" I whined

"hold on," she said she checked her phone and smiled she put the spatula down and went to the door and opened it Hennessy walked in with all these bags and shit she also had another girl with her I sat down on the couch after hugging her

"aya this is Michelle, Michelle this is aya," Hennessy said

I got up and shook her hand smiling 

"Michelle that is Jahseh aya's- I don't even know what you 2 are," Hennessy said rolling her eyes I smirked and showed her the ring she squealed jumping up and down