I was packing jahseh's clothes because he was lazy as fuck "so first we're going to the beach and we're taking my fucking umm uh shit I lost my train of thought" I said jahseh laughed "uh we're taking my fucking uhh shit....... my half-brother kimetrius" I said to jahseh
"lil skies," he said
I rolled my eyes "yes" I said
cool I really didn't care I was interrupted from my thoughts by the phone ringing I picked it up "hello" I said
"hey when can you get in the studio" Keya's voice boomed
"uh right now," I said
"great swing by in 20," she said
"ok," I said she just hung up I had a feeling this was gonna go great I put on some cute clothes
"where you going," jahseh said
"Keya's place please come with me," I said sitting on his lap
"fine," he said I got up and put on my white vans
he didn't bother to put a shirt on he just had his favorite fucking pair of pants on of course adida with his white socks pulled up and some black shoes we got in the car and I drove once we got there I knocked on the door Joseph opened it I smiled "hiii" I said smiling he smiled and moved so we could get in I saw Keya I walked to her Jah followed as we went downstairs to her studio I got in and she played the beat I thought of something and began singing
"you love me with your bones you hold me when I broke you don't ask for a thing oh I hope it's you they put me in the ground by know where I been where Im from you know who took me to prom you watched as my legs and pride grew taller oh I wanna be the one you call drunk oh I know that we march to the beat of different drums we're still so damn young in and out of believing in love what the fucks love all I know is love when push comes to shove I'll be the one round and round we go so much I dont know but even know this aint pretty and simple like a bed of roses at least I know my hope is that you stick around till the end cause yor my, best friend you cut me I bleed gold I miss you through your cold your inside a different soul when Im not around but that's ok I do the same... oh we're in a maze with no end but im amazed to no end darling we dont ever have to pretend who knows what or who we choose right now I've nothing to lose you love me I love you" I sang as the beat stopped I went into falsetto but it still sounded good
"that was great," she said
I smiled and walked out
she played it back for me
I jumped up in down in surprise keya smiled
"I didn't even need autotune except for the last part when you went into falsetto," she said I nodded"you wanna go back in there," she said I smiled and nodded walking back into the studio booth thingy
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we were fucking around and she played the beat to money
"no Ian make it I aint well know if they want another me they gon need to make a clone think I gotta perfect life couple things wrong ion do body shots I aim straight for ya dome only 17 move like im grown never had shit had to get it on my own nights I couldn't sleep theres a drunk in my home momma wit a woman beater she can't stand being alone now ever night she prepares for the worst can't say much she convinced it's gon work momma told me be careful put yourself first so you teach what you preach you don't even know your worth if it happened in the dark come to the light I said what I want ion care who get tight daddy wasn't there for most of my life now couple years past now he tryna make it right I can never go back to far ahead Ion care what you how you feel yeah I said what I said at end of the night traumatized in my bed yeah im alive but I feel like im dead panick attacks my anziatey a mess and it feels like im cursed but i know that im blessed when it comes to the truth better come clean same old pimp like chains on the knees and I aim with the beam and the next 24 ends up dead on the scene throw me to the wolfs I lead the whole pack was speaking the truth now im speaking the fact I observe from the back if you follow the snakes its gon lead to the rats" I rapped keya looked surprised so did jah I checked the time shit 5:11
"thanks, keya for having me but we gotta go," I said hugging her she nodded and waved we left
"can I get an autograph" jahseh said I laughed shaking my head
"we gotta stop for food," I said looking at my text messages he nodded we drove to the store and went in
"tomorrow we gotta pick up ski from the airport," Jah said looking at his phone I smiled
"bestieees," I said twirling around there wasn't really anyone in Walmart for some reason
jahseh laughed at me I looked at him with the most serious face ever "what's so funny" I said about to die of laughter "n-" he began smiling but I just died of laughter I rolled on the floor as he sat there looking at me we played around I climbed on his back and we ran through the store throwing shit in the buggy laughing we got into the car after we paid still laughing I drove back home and we walked in with bags of snacks real food hot pockets and shit I unpacked everything and my mom cooked the crew was over except ski "wait, wait somebody get an extra cup" I said jenesis got me one I poured the liquor in it
"ok ski's not here but cheers to friendships," I said holding up my cup and ski's everyone else did the same and then we drunk and party'd
lol hey guys sorry I was sleep all day and I just got up 2 hours ago soooooo yeah how did your day goo
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Humorsummer 16 years old is in high school keya is her best friend but what happens when summer starts hanging out with jahseh George keya try to be her friend again when she finds out summer is also hanging out with Danielle or aka bhad bhabie read to...