I sighed as I slipped in and out of consciousness I gripped jahs hand as another contraction passed were 26 hours into birth we started at 5 o'clock in the morning yesterday and today is jahs birthday I'm only 9 cm dilated and I only need one more looks like I'm having this baby on his birthday the contraction stopped and my midwife came and checked me her face lit up as she looked at me
"Ok your 10 cm dilated time to start pushing" she told me I breathed in as jahseh sat up we were now like this
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"Ok so everytime you feel a contraction push ok" she told me I nodded in response as I spread my legs everyone came in
"Ew smells like fish" stokeley laughed
"Fuck off" I laughed I stopped as I felt a contraction
"1-2-3" I said I begin pushing I stopped grunting
"Wait, wait, wait" mianna my midwife told me I stopped pushing and she checked me
"Ok your not ready yet she won't budge" mianna told me I sighed
"Can I get out" I said to her she nodded I got out and put my undergarments on I dried off and laid in bed
"I wanna go to sleep but sleep but I'm anxious" I told him
"Go head I'll wake you up princess" he told me I laughed and nodded I took a picture of him as he turned to me with his shirt in his hand
(Pretend his hair blue)
666aya: love you boo the main one who support me including my momma through this process ❤️💋
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666aya: and to me my wonderful stepdad I thank you for being here and being supportive as of everyone else
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I dozed off to sleep
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Jah woke me up after me sleeping for 30 minutes he helped me to the pool and got in behind me just like before she checked me and told me im 10 cm and push just like before
"Ok I feel it" I told her she nodded and counted once she got to 3 I pushed I closed my eyes as jah encouraged me
"Come on princess" he encouraged me I stopped pushing as
The contraction stopped I waited until another contraction came I told her and she counted and I pushed"Push bestfriend you got this" Myra told me holding my hand I squeezed my eyes shut I stopped again and waited till my cue same thing I pushed again as the pain jolted
"Come on babygirl" Cleo told me i stopped and they told me 3 more and I'm finished mianna pushed my legs up and told me to push I began pushing and Squeezed jahs hand
"One more" mianna told me
"1-2-3 PUSH" mianna said I began pushing in that moment I felt like everything went boom in one second I finished and heard cries
"Momma meet babygirl, babygirl meet momma" mianna put boo on my chest I cried as I held her in my arms
"We decided to name boo Amora" jah told everyone as I stayed memorized by Amora I held her as Jah talked I looked up as Cleo and my momma cried I handed Amora to jah he held her as his eyes sparkled i realized I want to spend my life with Jah.
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