let's pretend we're numb

21.2 bestieees and Aiden

there was a knock on the door throwing me off guard everyone looked at me I rolled my eyes and walked over to it to open it 

I opened the door revealing Cleo and Aiden I moved out the way and Aiden ran to jahseh Jah picked him up smiling 

"wow I like how he didn't say hi to any of us," I said closing the door 

Aiden smiled jumping out of jah's arms and walking to me and hugging me I smiled and he released the hug going to my mom and Cleo

I smiled we all went upstairs and talked there was a knock on my bedroom door I got up and opened it there stood Aiden 

"jahseh mommy said to come downstairs cause it's time for dinner and aya your mom said get your ass down here," he said 

I picked him up "that's a bad word," I said he shrugged we all walked downstairs greeting my mom kiari and Cleo I put Aiden down 

"hi K," I said to kulture pinching her cheeks and picking her up

we sat down and began eating I fed kulture "so tomorrow we're going to pick up my bestie," I said to my mom

"wait I thought I was your bestie," Myra said

I laughed "you right but ski better," I said laughing 

her smile dropped and turned into a frown

I laughed "im just kidding dumb, dumb," I said

she smiled eating her spaghetti 

once we finished I put kulture to sleep and Jah went home and so did everyone else I took a shower and did my routine once I finished I laid down and got on Instagram I heard something on my windows probably just a tree nope I heard it again I only had on lingerie don't ask why  I got up and opened revealing jahseh I rolled my eyes "unlock the front door" he said I closed my windows and put on a big ass shirt and walked downstairs and unlocked it and walked back upstairs and took off the shirt a few seconds later I heard the door open then shut I sighed and sat on my bed putting on my shorts this is what im wearing

(black) 

I laid back and got on insta Jah came into my room and laid beside me

"Im bored" jahseh whined 

I sighed and looked at him "what do you suggest we do" I said

he shrugged I sighed and went back to my phone he huffed and puffed until I put my phone down 

"jahseh," I said in annoyance 

he smiled and climbed on top of me kissing my neck and creating hickeys he took off his shirt and kept kissing my neck he moved up to my jaw while taking my shorts off he kissed my thighs making me want to scream he came back up and moved the straps to the lingerie out of his way he took off his pants and ripped my lingerie man and it was new we not doing this again as he kissed me he took off his boxers kissing down to my heat and eating me out making me moan like crazy luckily these walls is soundproof I learned that a few months ago when uh Mr horny here did some tricks I released myself on him he licked it he's nasty Ion even know bruh he entered me without warning stroking and going faster hitting my g spot making me moan crazily "jah....Im...gonn-" I could barely finish that I came and he kept on stroking he also came like 2 minutes ago and he was tryna have a baby this nigga he kept stroking until I literally fucking screamed he pulled out and we laid there out of breath "im gonna-" I begin but he cut me off with a, yeah I got up and put on that big shirt and walked into my bathroom and turned on the shower I showered did my routine again and got dressed in shorts and a two top I dried my hair and walked out and laid on my bed jahseh came back from the other bathroom and laid down next to me and wrapped his arms around me and we slowly fell asleep

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I woke up and realized today was my birthday jahseh was no longer in bed I jumped up excitedly I wanted to see ski I took a shower and did my routine then I curled my hair and got dressed I went on my balcony and set up my camera and took the picture without my hands and posted it on insta

666aya: birthday outfit❤

all_tea_all_shade: happy bday aya

bhadbhabie: happy bday

ybnnahmir: happy bday

nathan.james: whoa happy bday

ch.rissy: happy bday

itsmyra: happy birthday

officialkeya: wonderful happy bday 

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I smiled and put my phone in my pocket and took off my shoes and walked downstairs to see presents breakfast Jah, my mom, Cleo, Myra, Chrissy, keya, Nathan, Mila, and kulture I smiled and hugged my mom 

"ok so I don't wanna do anything till I see my bestfriend," I said

everyone nodded and we got in the car and drove to the airport I stood at the right gate looking over people till I saw ski I smiled and ran to him he saw me and dropped all his things I ran into his arms and we fell rolling around everyone laughed at us as we rolled still hugging each other we both got up smiling and laughing "happy birthday bestfriend" he said "thank you" I said jahseh dapped ski up "you looking real sexy lemme lick them tats off ya face" Jah said to ski he just rolled his eyes and flipped his imaginary hair "you know I look sexy" he said I just laughed as we got into the car ski talked to me about his momma and daddy "so wait he did what" I said laughing "he drove his car into his own house" he said laughing "that nigga crazy" he added I laughed 

"so what did yall do be specific," I said looking down

"we went to the beach uhh and my lil sister came that was exciting a nigga saw his ex soo," he said

I looked at him "tonya?" I said

he nodded "yeah she crazy ion know" he shook his head I smiled jahseh looked up from his phone shaking his hair 

"cake time," my mom sang

"uh why yall do that," I said taking out my phone 

"cuz im ya momma," she said I just rolled my eyes

my mom turned on the radio and I heard my voice I quickly looked up "th....that's me" I said happily jahseh smiled at me 

"im on the radio hoes," I said 

"I actually wanna go back to the studio today before we leave to Mexico," I said 

"Oh I hope it's you they put me in the ground by" I sang grabbing jahseh's face and kissing his lips 

"Aww," everyone said in unison I rolled my eyes and stuck up my middle finger

" I need to get my nails done," I said to myself

"mamá Puedo hacerme las uñas {mom can I get my nails done," I said smiling

she nodded smiling I got on Instagram and went to my camera recording jahseh and ski I smiled posting it 

"It's my birthday hoes im 18" I yelled smiling

im 18

ok guys hope you fw this chapter sorry for the late post uh its saturday Im happy I get to see my bestieees today, are any of you going on the MO tour I am