let's pretend we're numb

12.2 Jahseh your all I need and odd symptoms

I woke up beside Jah we had a lot of sex last night like a lot I laid there mainly because I couldn't get up I got out my phone and scrolled on insta I finally got off and sat up oh this is gonna be hard I grabbed my crutches but Jahseh grabbed my waist and pulled me back I smiled at his actions he kissed my neck and traveled down but stopped and kissed my lips his lips were so soft I kissed back he released the kiss and laid down still holding me felt weird it was really cold Jah looked at me "you ok" he said I nodded "you sure cause your hot" he said "whatchu mean" I said "like your burning up" he said "im cold" I simply said I got up and got my crutches and went in the bathroom Myra burst in "hey girl" she dragged "hey" I said I felt sick I closed the door and she sat on the sink I felt like I was gonna throw up I lifted up the toilet seat and just threw up myra held my hair back once I was finished I brushed my teeth and sat down myra felt my head "are you ok your burning up" she said "Ion know" I said "alright we all heard you and Jah having sex" she said and got up walking out she then came back with a pregnancy test "ok take both of these and hit me up when your finished" she said she walked out and closed the door I locked it and sat down and did what both of them told me to do I washed my hands and opened up the door myra sat at my vanity Jah stilled laid in my bed once it was thirty minutes me and myra walked in I looked at the test

I sat there in shock tears flowed out my eyes Myra comforted me "it's ok there's adoption and abortion or you can keep it" she said "im way to young" I said I gasped and cried more "what about Jah oh my gosh he's literally gonna hate me" I said I wiped my tears and became independent  "you know what forget this Im gonna keep it and I'll tell Jah and If he leaves I'll figure it out" I said she nodded "your strong" she said I smiled and threw the test under the sink "Jah" I said "hmm" he hummed "I- nevermind" I said I walked downstairs with my crutches to see my mom holding a box "I have something" she said "ok" I said smiling she handed me the box I opened it to see a brace "no more cast" I said cheesing big and wide "no more cast" she said I shimmied she grabbed the scissors and cut the cast open my foot looked weird "ew ok" I said I put the brace on and walked "uh yes this feels so good" I said she smiled "well imma go to the store" I said she nodded and myra walked with me once we got there I bought a teddy bear and then we got paint we got home and went to the downstairs bathroom and myra rubbed the blue paint on her hand and put it on my stomach and then the pink paint on the other hand and put it on the other side of my stomach we dried it myra went upstairs to get the test and then she came down "ok where is the box" she said I pointed to it and she got it and put the test in there then got the teddy bear and put it on top I put on the croptop and walked out nobody was out there so I stood there and myra came out with the stuff "ready" she said simply "as ever" I said "EVERYBODY DOWNSTAIRS NOW" Myra yelled I put the jacket on and everybody came running down the stairs "wheres cleo" I said "she's coming" my mom said as soon as she said that cleo came downstairs I cleared my throat "ok so as you all know I just turned 17 yesterday" I said everyone nodded "so thi0s is a major step in my life and Jahseh's but I can see if you don't support this you dont have tol and Im saying that to all you" I said "ok get on with it" Chrissy said "ok so when you open the box don't say anything just wait" I said handing the box to Jah first he opened it and his frown turned to a big smile "really" he said I nodded he hugged methe box still in his hand "ok ok so are you gonna show the rest of us" chrissy questioned I re;eased the hug and passed it to everyone else they were all excited my mom squealed oh such a release I took off the jacket and myra put her hands out infront of my belly "aww my baby is gonna have a baby" my momma squealed "wait so your not mad" I said "no I want to be a grandma" se squealed more and hugged me cleo smiled and hugged me so this turned out very well I can't believe im pregnant and they are ok with it 

time skip been a long time hoe smh

so It's been about 2 weeks since I told my family that I was pregnant literally I have had the worst mood swings in history but I never snap at Jah or my mom for some reason right now we are on the way to my doctor's appointment I was on Instagram, as usual, we were listening to money by my mom Chrissy was dancing to it and snapchat and Myra was being weird Jah was driving Cleo was in her car and my mom was beside Jah once we got there I greeted dr. wilson she was the best resident and then I greeted my doctor dr. DeLuca "alrighty so what are we here for today," she said "ultrasound and maybe the heartbeat," I said with lots of hope she just nodded and got the gel out I laid back after and put my legs up she rubbed the gel on my stomach and she immediately found the baby "Aww there the little angel is" she pointed at it I smiled "alright time for the heartbeat ultimately your 2 months" she said I almost chocked "2 months" I said she nodded "looking at the size of the baby 2 or 3" she said I was shocked 2 months I just found out 2 weeks ago she turned on the machine and looked around till we all heard thump thump thump I smiled even more "that lets us know you are 3 months it's obiously ok if your baby bump hasn't shown yet actually it's a sign that your baby is very healthy" she said I nodded once we finished we went out to eat taco bell I was hungry so we got out food and went home today was the 23 so I was excited almost christmas I already did my shopping I felt jah wrap his arms around my stomach "that's my baby in there" he said he sounded so excited I slowly fell asleep to Jah humming 'I don't wanna do this anymore'

ok guys so next chapter there is gonna be a 5 month time skip because I don't feel like writing the pregnancy journey I will fill in the spots tho I promise...